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Tuesday, April 21, 2009
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I am really a person who don't know how to explain myself clearly. I can't express what i feel to let someone understand what i was trying to say. In the end, i give up saying sometime. Or agree w what they "understand" even it's not what i mean. After awhile, it do felt miserable inside. Sometimes i tried to forget about it, but when i face problems in life, everythings seem to come right back to me, which added to my misery. Does my 'hurt' really mean 'hurt'? Does 'hurt' mean you will never trust them again. Or tt you feel that u need an explanation and an apology? Is hurt really the right words? Perhaps 'hurt' mean is being ignored, didn't feel special, being negectled. The Act of talking out loud to someone who understand is often all i looking for. A sympathetic ear. Sometimes it not the answer or the solutions, is someone who can really sit down there to really listen to my fear, my saddness. Someone to understand my feeling not providing solution to whatever problem i tell u. It not the solution tt i am looking for but a concern for my feeling. The best about blog is, i could express whatever i want here. Not being interrupted. Say what i feel. I know words have diff meaning and diff ppl reading it may not get what the writer really mean. But at least when i can't find someone to really understand me. Here i have my inuyasha blog. LOLx. It really hard to find someone who really understand and listen to you. Sometimes because of this, it just make life so hopeless. Especally me, who don't know how to express my feeling OR i haven't found someone who master the Act of sympathetric ear?
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