Abottleformyheart

i love my dear and my friends.

2010-02-23T23:01:00.003+08:00

Hi people. Thank for all the support. I can't totally say i walk out of the misery due to my mama illness. But at least i am working on it.

I got so many things to do yet very little time. I wanted to went for all my friends outing but i can't. I really miss my sec sch friends and poly friends. Even jas CNY gathering i also can't make it. sob.
Work and study really drain my life sia. 1 sem had past and to jia you for another 3 year. After that i am a free person. Woo!

I want to go hoilday next year late jan or early feb during the low period. Who want to join me?
It's either malaysia (for budget ppl like me) or taiwan (ex sia) ? I will be the event planner cum budget finical planner cum treasurer. =)

Had anyone of u tio the income tax thing. How to settle it huh?

That all for update ba.
Tio toto n 4D pls!

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Due to the busy-ness, till now than update. Pai seh.

A big Thanks you poly friends and my 2 lao pos for celebrating my birthday for me. You all really make my day. I love you all. Muacks! =X

Thanks for the rabbit and cards. I love them so much. It really so sweet of u all.
Thanks jun and minz, it really a big hong bao for me. =)

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Other than genting, i explore the cable car to chin swee temple. The ride of the cable car is dame scary.

With the help of sir, i win this from arcade with 50 ringgit.See the big pink bear, i got it by spinning the wheel. Big price. Woo! I got tt medium bear with the help of sir who throw the ball right into it. We play the basketball many many time to gain point and exchange this small bear.

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Actually i was quit down, but after sir give me this. It really brighten up my day. =)

Thank you.

my roster coaster ride life

2010-01-26T01:19:00.002+08:00

Life is so full of up and down. I didn't expect my life to become like this. Sometimes i felt that my life is like some media-crop drama.
During the holiday trip in dec, it was ... ... don't need to repeat myself. Anyway it over.
After the trip, world war 3 b/w my sis and mum for a week.
My mum compliant dominant pain on 30 dec, acc her to see doc the whole night and went to work. It was urine infection.
I am dame tired, but i can't took MC. Had to save it for future use.

While i went for count down with sir, my bro acc my mum to hospital. This time it big issue. The doc finally investigate that there was a lump in the large intestine. Guess what, the dame "good" doc took 2 week to investigate out.
In this 2 week, it dame suffering for me. My mum metal condition got very bad. She act abnormally. At first, i though it was her usual stub she play since young. I was dame angry with her. Really didn't know what she want. But as she become more abnormally, i start to believe maybe she is really not right up there.
The doc in NUH really cmi. First there took so long time to investigate the problem. Than, they told me different reason of her like that. I also confuse what happen. In the end, the last reason they told me was, it because of the antibiotic they give my mum that cause the metal problem.
Because of her metal problem, she is unable to discharge till now. I try to spend my off day with her in hospital. Freaky speaking, it very very tired.

As her metal problem got worst, i really cannot take it. I didn't want to visit her. I will just cry out infront of her. Seeing her doing abnormal thing and that person is your mum. I felt so hurt down there. I felt so helpless.
After some crying, i start to get use to it and accpact the fact. It really emotionally and physically drain.
While this is going on, i was tio to write statement and scold by top management for not stepping out of the counter. I was given two option, to transfer to admin or resign. I work in government sector and yet this is what the top management people do to me. If my mum is not in this condition, i won't let this matter rest. I will make sure i make a big hu ha to the news and HQ. How can he say such a things. Heartless people. The lucky thing is, i got my confirm status after one years of probation period before this things happen. Wahaha! They can't do anything to me. I will make sure i stay here. I believe in karma. What goes around come around. You can choose to be busted but one day someone else will going to do the same things to you.
Chinese new year is coming, the doc say my mum could discharge in condition that there is someone at home taking care of my mum. We try the day care nursing home, but no nursing home want to take my mum due to her metal problem. If i were to bring home, no one could have the time to take care of her, unless i quit my job. But if i were to quit my job, what abt my school fee. School is going to start, i wonder how much could i take it before i break down.

Since so many bad thing had already happen, i hope it will be the end of the bad and the good will come. I just hope i won't break down. Sorry people, most of the outing i am unable to make it. I am alittle too busy to get involved. Have fun and enjoy.

I am very tired, i just want a simple life.

m'sia trip

2009-12-23T00:00:00.005+08:00

Maintaining friendship is Crucial; Best Friends Take Time.

Best friends require one-on-one contact to survive. Telephone calls and getting together are musts for best friends to continue.

In fact, probably the quickest way to end a friendship is to neglect it and sever contact.

Yet it is hard to make time in a busy day and busy life to maintain our friends. But you don't have to have hours to spare to maintain a friendship.

Instead try the following to keep from neglecting your friends:

Send frequent email. Email is a boon for a quick note.
Call once a week. Telephone calls do not take long.
Keep in touch through brief messages left on answering machines.
Send an occasional card. Funny and/or appropriate cards take minutes to choose and address.
Exercise together. We all have to exercise. It is more fun with a friend, plus, there is no better place for talking than a walk in the park.
Clean house together. This is another must do and two makes cleaning fun instead of boring.
Send pictures. A picture is still worth a thousand words.
Go to lunch at least once a month. More often would be better.

Follow the advice of Victoria Rayner, author of The Survival Guide for Today's Career Woman:

Be a good listener; refrain from offering advice or moralizing.
Respect your friend's point of view. Different personalities can complement each other; it isn't always necessary to see eye to eye.
Never betray a trust. Trust, when violated, can ruin even the best friendship.
Support and praise your friends; ignore their failures and imperfections.
Never resent a friend's success. Instead, strive to admire her achievements.

Flexibility is always important for maintaining friendships. Be understanding when your friend has a last minute change in plans. Learn to accept "I'm sorry to cancel, but we will have another time together Sunday."

When paths begin to separate (you are married; he isn't or you have a baby; she is still childless) at forks in the road of life, that is the most important time of all to stay in touch with friends.

When there is conflict, it must be resolved for friendship to continue. Confrontation is one way to resolve conflict. Talking it out is another.

A cooling-off period is sometimes necessary when conflict has occurred. Once you reinitiate conflict, it may not even be necessary to discuss the conflict.

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I know alot of things happened during the m'sia trip. No one seem to be happy. Come of think of it, it had been 4 years plus since the start of our friendship in poly.

We been through difficult assignment tgt, we help each other during assignment. We laugh, eat, talk crap, watch movie, play game, celebrating birthday... ... etc.

We stay tgt as a group for 3 years, try v hard to be in the same class. First group to pack bag and go home. The most noisy group in ICT. The moment u heard noise, they know our group is coming. Our group is best in pestering teacher on helping in assignment. Remember the incident on Mr Lai sao bin, the moment he saw our group, he run all the way to the lift.

I will always remember, the hardship i been through during my attachment. It becos of u people, i could stay strong during the 4 difficult suffering month. The card of different cartoon faces really touch my heart. Wq got notice tt i had tears in the eye when i received tt lovely card w all the zhu fu. Not becos of u people listening to my problem, i would have quit the stupid attachment. Not becos of u people, getting helps for me during the 4 month i would not had success. I remember karen, finding programming book for me. Meiteng encourage me. ccude laugh w me. Jeremy help solve my programming code. lala, wq, ahchee accompany me... ... etc

This is what make us a group. I believe we all have our own story to build up this group. I really want everyone to stay in the group happily. I will try my best to let the group increase not decrease in member.

It just my personal comment, no offense to anyone:

A holiday trip is mend to bound us stronger. Since lala didn't like ppl to hit him, than we respect his point of view. Don't hit him from now on. Lala i promise not to hit you, i will sayang you, but i can't guarantee u won't kana hit by sir =X.

Mt, i know i scolded you at the KL traffic light there, on the way to KFC. I am sorry for not being sensitive enough toward yr feeling. I just want you to know that, i scold you becos i care for you. I am worry if u are to go shopping alone at KL, u will got lost. There are so many danger out there, i worried u will kana kipnap or worst de... That why i shout at u, and insist yk to go w u if u really want to shop. Hope you could understand.

As for the arcarde incident. Thinking in yr point of view, i know u are sad that u try so hard but didn't win anything. I could understand yr feeling, no one will feel nice winning nothing. But as friends, hoping to make you feel better, all we all could do is to accumulate the point to exchange the cute little bear for you. But this method don't works, u got more sad.

kaka and ahchee went to yr room to an wei you. But it doesn't wk too. Mt let thinks in kaka or ahchee position. Will you also feel sad when yr friends are sad too. (Paiseh i was bathing in process when tt happen)

So they sadly they went back to their room. And we left with the last choice. Letting you to cool off. But the problem is, we don't know when yr feeling got better. And tt explain the weirdness. Hope u could understand. I know u give up talking seeing our weird face. Had u wonder why is tt so? It becos, we don't know tt u are feeling ok le ma? When i saw u the 2nd day at genting, yr eye still swollen de. I assume you are still sad over the arcarde things. For me, it seem tt it carry on the KL. This is what i thinks. Really no offense. But maybe from yr point of view, it our weirdness that making u give up in talking.

See it an misunderstand over our thinking. Don't let this cut down the number in our group. I believe as long we clear it out, everything can be solve. I can't say we could be like we were before, but i can chop tt we will build a more stable and strong friendship knowing each other like and dislike. Respect each other thinking, understand and bao rong each other differences.

hua-- sign off.

Radmon pic

2009-11-27T15:23:00.007+08:00

The after exam madness !!!
Malu of meiteng1 : shoes spoilt
Malu of meiteng 2: funnt hair cut
Ice-cream buffet Woo!!!

Went to novena square and saw this interest candy maker shop You could even custom make name in the sweet. Wow!

Watch this movie. Didn't know it M18, got a shots will u see head fly, hand gone...

Rain muscle was woo!
This is what i mean.

Next target, new moon !

45 life lesson

2009-11-15T13:32:00.000+08:00

Regina Brett's 45 life lessons and 5 to grow on

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.

2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.

3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

5. Pay off your credit cards every month.

6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.

8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.

9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.

10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.

11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.

12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.

13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.

15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.

16. Life is too short for long pity parties. Get busy living, or get busy dying.

17. You can get through anything if you stay put in today.

18. A writer writes. If you want to be a writer, write.

19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.

20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.

21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.

22. Overprepare, then go with the flow.

23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.

24. The most important sex organ is the brain.

25. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: "In five years, will this matter?"

27. Always choose life.

28. Forgive everyone everything.

29. What other people think of you is none of your business.

30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.

31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

32. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

33. Believe in miracles.

34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.

35. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.

36. Growing old beats the alternative - dying young.

37. Your children get only one childhood. Make it memorable.

38. Read the Psalms. They cover every human emotion.

39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.

40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.

41. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.

42. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.

43. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.

44. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

45. The best is yet to come.

46. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

47. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.

48. If you don't ask, you don't get.

49. Yield.

50. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.

shihua jia you.

2009-09-03T19:45:00.001+08:00

I chiong my assignment like cazy. I reach home at 11pm after wk, i do my assignment till 5am in the morning. Sleep till 12pm. But my head dame pain, and i abit blur blur can't even walk well. And i took MC again. No choice la, my assignment is too time consuming le.

Don't know which kuku mosquito bite me. It get v itchy and swollen and i took MC using tt reason. It actually just small red dot. I applied medi but not use. The doc was shock and he took rule to measure, 9cm by 6cm. It cost me a bomb for this MC. $36.50. WT...! Dame ex sia. Actually i want to go polyclinic de, but when i think abt the dame long waiting time, i already sian half le lor. I rather use the time to complete my assignment.

To excuse myself from working in the very hot, stuffy and smoky environment, i went to national skin center to have my pimple treatment and take light duty. When i went to collect my medi i almost fainted. So many pill to eat. sob. I really wonder after eating so many medi what will happened to me sia.
To work and study is very tired. I feel like i didn't sleep for a long long time. Always got the feeling of quitting my job, but when i quit my job i will be stressing about money. Hazi...
I need a long long rest.

From meiteng i know Ccude will be having his birthday party but i don't know where and when. Jasmin forget to send email to me. Can anyone pls forward me the mail. Thanks.
Next ah chee birthday is coming then meiteng, boss...etc.
I will try to come out free time to attend u all de birthday.

i love my wonderful life

2009-08-31T13:47:00.000+08:00

Thanks jun. Yr post brought tears to my eyes. Really thanks for the care =) I am also worried abt yasmin. Hope she is doing fine. I had been very busy with tons of unfinished assignment and work till i had no time for my family, friends and myself. It had been months since i last go out w friends. Sometimes i just hope i don't need to work. Had to really meet up with all my friends someday. But when will tt day come.

I hate my job, who will love chopping passport for life. But what make me stay at this job it my colleague. I am really stress abt my lesson tt crash with my wk day. I am not those very sociable person, finding ppl to change shift it hard. Thanks tt i had many wonderful colleague which helped me to find ppl in exchange shift, which cut down my worry. They are caring and helping. Thank you.

zhijun and yasmin, i will try v hard to find time, hope to meet up and chit chat till morning. haha. I miss you all.

To my poly friends, sorry for not attending so many outing. I am v busy w stuff. Hope to meet up soon, really got lots of updating w you guys.

i hate my mum

2009-08-19T01:01:00.002+08:00

Today was a v tired day for me. i had been working non-stop. By the time i reach home, my head start to be in great pain. Brought the MAC double-o-fish to try. Give my mum try, she not happy say don't want to eat. Then fine hor don't care her. So i happily eat w my sis and bro.

When i online, my sis in msn me say mum not happy becos i give her v less $. She say i earn alot but give her only 100. I don't know how many time i tell my mum i had to pay sch fee of 2-3k every 6month. Everything include transport, food, clothing and even medical fee i didn't use her money. Recently i fall very sick becos of the H1N1, i spend alot on doc and taxi. I am having breathless till i can't walk far. I spend alot of money. Can't she understand tt. From poly till uni, i pay for my own sch fee. Did she know how stress it is ma. I struggle through those poly fee debt like shit. I save money but i didn't get to enjoy it. What i save is only for sch fee.

Becos of some v bad past experience i will save more in case i fall sick. It really v hurt to ask yr mum for money when u are v sick and in the need to see doc and the ans she give u is " no money, u go borrow from yr friends" U are my mum lei, can't u at least say, i borrow $ for u.

Sometime i really really hate her. All she want is just MONEY!

shihua jia you

2009-08-08T00:58:00.002+08:00

it about time to update my life.
Same with meiteng, we work and study. Life is really v. stress up with difficult tons of assignment and deadline, added on to it is my demanding work. It is really very tired to work and go for lesson. I don't know cry how many time infront of my comp while i doing my assignment. If i were to tio 4D or ToTo, the first thing i do was to collect money, deposit in the bank, go home to write resignation letter and be a happy student.
For yr info my module people took 3 yrs to completed in their poly days. I had to completed my module with zero basic background knowledge in 6 lesson w exam. No matter how i read through the slide and textbook, i don't understand a thing. The deadline is near and with the other module deadline nearing, my stress lvl shook all the way up till tears drop out. My pimple pop in large population. My eye is getting smaller with dark circle to enhance it. Soon i fall sick and tio H1n1. Congrats. Lucky i recover from it. Life go on and i to really had to work my way through this shit. Just hope i am able to pass all my 7 module in one sem.

We are singapore

2009-07-09T00:33:00.002+08:00

I am a happy person.

2009-07-05T11:30:00.005+08:00

This is the first time after i am a adult i went for this ride. Haha. Adult also can ride lor. Even if 2 adult sit on it, it still can move. Woo!
It only cost you $2 for a ride. Remind me of those childhood day where we put 20cent in.
If anyone is interested, go marina sq search the shop which sell alot of baby and kid thing, u will find the ride.
I highly recommend u all to try, its really fun.

Watched Ice Age 3 (3D) version. It will be the first time i watch 3D and also the last. The ticket is way too expansive. $13 for a ticket. The 3D effect was nice, but really not worth the money. The show was nice. I love the baby dino. Cute. It has been 7 years since i last went to malaysia. Such a kuku sia. I don't even know how to use the auto passport machine as an officer. I can really dig a hole to hid. lol.
Everything there was cheap as the exchange rate was high. Woo! brought alot of thing. The most worth was to eat at their sercert recipe. It the first time i eat their cake. It nice dao, but their cheese fries tasteless. KFC cheese fires is way better. lolx.
Next went to their neway (karaok) it really cmi. I never sing k sing until i got fire inside. Their system suck. If u want to sing k, don't even go there even it dame cheap. Not all the song their system have. What make it worst was, when the song u selected can't be find, they anyhow slot some malay or whatever song for u. Dots. Sing until i want to throw mic sia.
The best was to buy their drama, dvd ...etc. I brought jap drama full vol dvd for 15 rm. Woo!
Soon i will jio my sis and friends go and have fun there. Do remember to wear poorly, incase kana rob.

Shihua jia you.

2009-07-02T17:34:00.002+08:00

After many hours of sleeping my body is back in shape le.
No more sickness pls!!!
I will slp at least 8 hrs or more.
Drink more water and also eat vit c

A person must have good health before they could fight the war of School and Work.

School starting this month had to buy myself a small planner book.
There are a lots of this i had to plan... ...

Who study in SIM? And got this below material don't might borrow me =)

Financial Accounting
Managerial Accounting
Management
Contract & Agency Law
Effective Communication
Learning to Learn
Personal Financial Planning

i am sick again.

2009-06-14T23:29:00.003+08:00

Thanks boss for testing the MSN to see if i appear offline when u saw my facebook's comment.
I really offline. haha. By the way, how yr toes le, hope it got better.

Lucky there is a special someone who clear my doubt and i am happy again =)

Maybe because of the weather, or maybe it because my body become weak, or i am just very sick of the job. I tio soar throat again! And later fever come to find me.
But tml i still need to work. I wonder can i tahan or not. 8hr lei.

I really don't know what happened to my health, sickness keep come to me. In May, I was down w bad soar throat, Early June, i tio infection here and there. But no worried, after check-up in hospital which scare the hell of me while waiting for the days to be check. It was nothing lor. The polyclinic doc anyhow write scare the hell out of me, i still dame emo for days. Thanks to yasmin, joy and toutou for cheering me up. I really over-emotion sia, but when u know u got infection of cos u will scare de ma. I must learn to stay calm and don't anyhow think.
So after this thing is over, i tio soar throat again, and now fever! (H1N1 symptoms i already hit 2 le) Opp! But choy lor. LOLx.

Tml maybe i should take MC again, but had to go take stupid photo at lavender there. Sian.
Hope my health will be better and don't always fall sick.

I should stand for my thinking.

2009-06-12T22:18:00.004+08:00

OK everything is over. I am fine now. =)
Nothing much to write. Just disappointed and confuse.

Should a person continue to stand and believe on his thinking, or his thinking should change becos of his love one??

Pls give some comment. Thanks =)

shihua be strong, jia you!!!

2009-06-02T10:45:00.003+08:00

Quit alot of thing happened. I am abit confuse now. Need time to fix it all back in shape.
Had a long chat w joy and found out that, 3 of my friends including her is going oversea to study. So happy for them but at the same time, feel alittle sad. They are leaving singapore.

Joy keep remind me to do the thing i love. She say i keep forcing myself to do thing i don't like. In my poly day i was struggling w my IT sch wk. True but i love my poly days and i could make through it becos of my poly friends. If not i think i will just quit school.

Since IT is not what i love, i change my job to chopping of ppt. I don't really had any passion in chopping ppt. I do it just becos of money and easy job. W no money, i can't even survies so forget abt dreams. Come to think of it, what did i like to do abt???

Soon school is going to reopen. I am studying a course that i had no feeling in it. I don't dislike but i don't like it either. I study becos i want a degree. My life is just dame meaningless. Compare to my friends who going oversea to study w lots of passion in the thing they do. Wish them good luck.

So forget abt my dreams, becos i don't have the resources to support me. Just stick w chopping ppt and complete my study for now. After that i will promise to be good to myself. =) (Maybe)

For this june holiday before i start sch and become busy and stress, i will enjoy till the max. At least to rest at home. Enjoy being alone. Becos of my wk, i had only one rest day. Usually it been taken up by family, bf or friends. Nothing is left for myself. Like what zhihong say, i should at least take 30min a day to myself. Just being alone will do. I had too many thing to do that i lost myself.

Next is to wait for 10 june'09. Hope i will be fine. So for now on, i will try my very best not to anyhow think. Try to be positive. Hope my mama don't give me any pressure regrading money, i am in need of it. I already tell her i could not give her money next month. She was dame angry. No matter what pls don't create any more stub for me. I really cannot take it.

I will try to be strong. =)
Jia you.

(Pls don't ask what happened. When everything is over it's done. Just wish me good luck and take care =))

Throat pain dao

2009-05-14T18:13:00.004+08:00

Arrg! should have not go to work today. The moment i wake up my throat was in terrible pain. After the first hours of work i start to get fever. Wasted for working one hours, where as i could just report sick and rest at home. =(

While queuing, the nurse took my degree of 37.6. When the doc took my temperature again it shoot up to 38.9. And my throat was worst. My inside was swollen until it difficult for me to swallow food. The doc warn me, if i having difficulties in breathing must rush to the doc. He worried my swollen will affect my breathing.
This is how bad my throat are. Lucky i went to the poly clinic, they only charge me 18.90. If i were to go the my usual private clinic it will be 100+. And what best i spend abt 45min and less. My friends told me with the ica card, they will procees my application first. =)
This medi below had the worst disgutine taste ever. I almost vomit this out. The tablets was so big and i can't swollen. I chew it in my mouth, almost vomited out but force myself to chew it down with lot of water. My tears already came out. What best i forget to tell doc to give me light duty. With the smoke at my wkplace, my throat will got worst lor. And i only got one day MC which is today. Sob.

i want to be student again.

2009-05-14T10:52:00.003+08:00

My highest "Good" score 49.1+ woo! Almost hit Max 50. Recently dame addicted to this game. Play until i didn't study my law test. 21 may coming and i still don't have the mood to study.

My off day i will be staying at home, hope i could k some book and maybe pass. =)

After my exam, i want to finish reading my twilight. Chiong all my taiwan drama. Maybe start planning a holiday trip. Shopping like crazy. Just relax myself and have fun before my sch really start and i won't have a life for 3 yrs ba. =(
Of cos i hope to be w the same class w meiteng.

Sorry my poly and sec sch friends. My wk schedule is dame shit that i can't even meet up w u all. I had put up my schedule for May and June. Just check it out.
If i am lucky to get in the IT n Log officer position, i will have more time to join u all le. It office hours n i am off on weekend. Just pray tt i got in =)

After working there for so long, find the job dame MONO sia. The job is not bad, the pay is good. But the mangement there suck. The passenger there even worst, they are the king sia. As an officers i get scolded, being look down. No one respect you, but treat u as maid. Of cos they are good passenger around. 1% : 99%

The worst 99% Passenger i hate:
*** traveller in a group love to Talk loudy, scold you for being slow and even vulgarity.

## as a ***** citizen, treat you w no respect, look down on you.
The best i get from them is:
Wat lao, call my name also call wrongly. Never study sia.
Children, see those ppl, they never study tt y they are doing this job.
(When heard all this i wanted to throw the whole computer sys at them, all the ABC XYZ*%@*@ Whatever Vulgarity i know i was scolding them inside my heart. WTF! )

And everyday u face such ppl. That not all, the management add salt to yr wound. There are always spot check. Check to do the rule they set for u, check yr hp yr mp3... They are always new rule. And the best rule i get was, NO FOOD AND DRINK AT THE COUNTER! No water lei my dear friends. I was being control until water i also cannot drink. For food i understand la. But water, pls lei. No soft drink i understand la, hello not even plain water. I am not prisoner.

But always look on the bright side of light. Listen from left ear come out from right ear. Of cos not all the rule u had to follow, just follow in a smart way. When they all not checking, hehe! =X

I miss sch to the max! Student life is still better then anything. I want to be a student again. A Full Time Student.

Just got my t-shirt i brought online. Woo! I love it.

yasmin birthday.

2009-04-23T10:54:00.000+08:00

Celebrated her brithday at LOT1 m.o.f. just outside popular.
The birthday girl Yasmin. Her small little cute birthday cake

This friendship start since secoundy sch till now. No matter how busy we were, we still make a effort to celebrate for each other. So one years at least we will be meeting 3 time. haha.
Don't see us post like tt nice nice, sweet sweet de. When we get tgt, we can chat non-stop till morning. lolx. Too many to chat abt. But the constraint of our work and study we had to end early.
Sir also join in...And yes my fav green tea ice-cream. It nice de!
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Coming my sis and dad brithdays. I am broke in April~

I was being negectled by toutou.

2009-04-21T10:07:00.004+08:00

I am really a person who don't know how to explain myself clearly. I can't express what i feel to let someone understand what i was trying to say. In the end, i give up saying sometime. Or agree w what they "understand" even it's not what i mean. After awhile, it do felt miserable inside. Sometimes i tried to forget about it, but when i face problems in life, everythings seem to come right back to me, which added to my misery.

Does my 'hurt' really mean 'hurt'? Does 'hurt' mean you will never trust them again. Or tt you feel that u need an explanation and an apology? Is hurt really the right words? Perhaps 'hurt' mean is being ignored, didn't feel special, being negectled.

The Act of talking out loud to someone who understand is often all i looking for. A sympathetic ear. Sometimes it not the answer or the solutions, is someone who can really sit down there to really listen to my fear, my saddness. Someone to understand my feeling not providing solution to whatever problem i tell u. It not the solution tt i am looking for but a concern for my feeling.

The best about blog is, i could express whatever i want here. Not being interrupted. Say what i feel. I know words have diff meaning and diff ppl reading it may not get what the writer really mean. But at least when i can't find someone to really understand me. Here i have my inuyasha blog. LOLx.

It really hard to find someone who really understand and listen to you. Sometimes because of this, it just make life so hopeless. Especally me, who don't know how to express my feeling OR i haven't found someone who master the Act of sympathetric ear?

My short hair.

2009-04-15T09:42:00.003+08:00

Had been long since i last blog. Had been quite busy becos of the job schedule. One day off is really not enough when the next day is a morning and i had to sleep early. Sob.

Anyway just some update with my life. I think my face only attract "wired" ppl.

Case 1:
Remember my poly days. I think i go east coat park with meiteng ba. Can't really remember clearly. We climb the rock near the beach and got our foot cut. Meiteng had her foot cut badly, there alot of blood. And what worst, a heavy rain is coming and i had to help her down to a shelter. I think it at the shelter we meet this indian or bangadeus tt know how to speack chinese. He came talking to me and wanted me make a conversation on his hp to play trick on his friends...
After tt come ask meiteng if i got bf or what de... can't remember le. I just know i want to run away...

Case 2:
Remember the Singapore bineale (don't know how to spell) at NAC as our holiday job. With kaka and kiki. Then we get to know mingsheng and sathis. lolx. Got one guy, i think he something not right up there. First he like kaka, but heard she got bf le, change target to me.... DOTz...

Case 3:
Everyone should know i meet one colour wolf during my attactment time. Mao mao. Scare the hell out of me. I slim down alot. My panda eye is dark dao... Lucky i am off tt hell place.

Case 4:
This happened a few month back. When i first report to work, i been asign to a mentor. This started when we having our break. My mentor(malay) bring me to canteen w his chinese friends. It was normal tt team mate eat tgt ma. Who know, later my mentor ask me for my email n number. Normal right, for mentor to exchange email and number.
But i found out tt, my mentor never add me but tt chinese guy add me in msn, friendster....
On msn, things start to go "wired". He know i got bf le, still ask me out all tt... The best part is, he himself also got gf le. O.o

Once of the example:
B: When is yr off?
H: Sunday
B: Want to go our ma?
H: I want to rest, one week i only off one day lei.
B: Oh poor thing.
B: Like tt yr bf will not happy ma, u had no time for him...
H: No la, my bf very understanding person....
B: No reply le...
So for him, case close. Haha.

For yr infor, in poly i meet lala who's name same as sir.
So for my wkplace, i meet tt chinese guy who's name same as benjamin ho. O.O

Case 5:
When i tot everything is over when i got into another team. Where i don't even see tt chinese guy again. A new monster come out. I called him, the HAT MONSTER. He is a old man ard 40+. Bokta/no hair. Gym guys. Who's think he look young and fit. He is the only person wearing a hat at the wkplace. I heard from the old staff, he something not right up there.
He first chat w me... regarding work. I find it normal.
Later ask me to sit with me during briefting. Ok still normal. Friends ma. What wrong.
And later, hey let go hm tgt. (My feeling say something is wrong). He live another part of the world lor. Not even the same road hm.
I tot i was too sensitive, but i am not when he start chasing me to reply his email. (In a very firce tone)
We got this intranet email, only staff can used. I don't know how on earth he got my email address. When i ask him to tell me what on the email as i had no time to check. He insist i check myself. Ok fine. I was dame shock when the email was asking my number.
Now i was so scare to see him. I drag quite long to reply him. I told my batch mate. And one of them tell me, he was checking my roster. Where i will be, my break time and everything. Now i know why i alway saw him. Lucky with the help of my batch mate and sir, i took out a bit of courage to reject him becos i can't run away. He was at the forth lvl toliet during my break time. I bobian when he say in a very firce tone.
Monster: U don't want give then don't want give la, no reply from you!
H: Why u want my number for?
Monster: sms la! (laughing)
H: The lift come liao, bye...
I was afraid dao. Lucky the lift come liao. If not i think i will cried lor. I scare until i don't dare to eat at the canteen. Got one day i eat cup noodle at my locker, where only female staff can enter. I now will pack food and eat in my locker. Unless got my batch mate accompny me.

Last 2 day my batch mate msg me: I tell u something, he is married de lei. Gosh! He is dame didguting lor.
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Had been very sian w my long hair and went to pro trim to had my hair cut short. I spend $30 for it. I think it quite nice lei, but after i reach hm and my mama laugh at me and name it as mushroom head and scold me for spending so much on it. When i look at the mirror again, it somehow become a muchroom head. Sob. Then when all my family member come bk, all laugh la. Sob. Last time it tt kimage. Cut my head until like tt. Now it pro trim. Arg! I was trying out diff brand ma. Who know it become like tt. My long hair is gone. It take years to grow back lor. Sob. Later i am going to work. I wonder how many ppl will laugh at me again.

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April schedule

2009-04-10T18:55:00.002+08:00

O = Off Days, but will report home at 9pm...
M = Morning 6am - 2pm +
A = Afternoon 2pm - 10pm

Why when we quarrel we shout?

2009-04-05T01:51:00.003+08:00

Got this from kaka email. Thanks kaka it very meaningful.

Happy me.

2009-03-11T10:44:00.003+08:00

I thinks it my first time in my life other then maygee mee, i cook for my family. So will tio 4D. It is my fav jap curry. hehe. I really dame kuku in cooking. I don't know how to cut onion, had to call my mama to help. lol. But carrot is i cut de. At least i know how to cut carrot. In the process of cooking, i went to watch TV, it almost got fire la. Lucky i chiong to the kitchen in time to save it.
Of cos tt the outcome. Look nice right. But pai seh only the curry and carrot is i cook de. The rest my mama cook de. LOLx. The most funny part is, i keep remind them to buy 4D becos it the first time i cook. Hmm they did buy la but no one buy my years of birth. It come out 3rd price. See la, told them to buy 4D le, never buy my number la. =X

8 March'09
My first years tgt with sir. And those were the gift Sir brought for me.

Pic speak louder then words, don't write much here.

I want to go IT fair at suntec on 12 march. Who want to join me? =)

T-shirt desgn done

2009-03-02T17:29:00.005+08:00

28 feb '09
Meet kaka, lala, ahchee, mt and yk for lunch. Pai seh had to go off early. Hope for another outing again soon =)
After tt went to vivo city and as i walk i notice this. It a national geographry shop... Wow right.
Inside actually nothing de. Other then the above they sell shirt,... bag which cost a bomb. I saw one soft toy which really look like stone. U guess one fake stone cost how much? When i check the price tag i can't believe my eyes. $3,200. Gosh.
And i think this is the most ineresting thing ever. Controlled Freezing Chamer. I want to try de but too many ppl looking le so didn't dare to try it. Lucky got one kuku went to try. Within second, the guy temperature drop from the red infa to blue on the TV. Of cos before tt the shop assistance got give him a jaket to wear, if not he really will freeze sia.
1 March'09
Went queen way to get my anniversary gift done. Hehe, my design so long de t-shirt is out instanly. Here were the process of making.

First the design
Next the fittingAfter tt, the printing

Lastly the end product,
Nice right. Design by Me. Wahaha! The price for printing yr own t-shirt is reasonable. It about the same price as a normal t-shirt. But it had a limitation of black and white t-shirt only. For the printing quality i think the white is better and it $10 cheaper compare to the price of black of t-shirt. Somemore white t-shirt can just throw into the washing machine like any other t-shirt.

Maybe it time to design other t-shirt for my own wear...

Nice rainbow.

2009-02-27T10:14:00.002+08:00

When i saw this outside the window, i first reaction was wow!
I quickly took out my camera which is poor quality, to take it.

First time in my life to see such a beautiful rainbow. It really big, and it seem to extend until don't know where. My friends blog also took a pic of it so can u imagine how big it is.

My pic should be the start/end part and her blog is the middle part of the rainbow.
Of cos pic can't see very clear, actually you could see 2 rainbow. Although i should see 7 colour (what i learn in primary sch sci) but i only see 6 lei.

See those rainbow, it remind me of one stupid dream i had when i am young. If i see rainbow i want to climb up there with my bottle. Next walk right up to the top where i can touch the sky. After tt open my bottle and collect all the cloud and lastly, slip down from the another side of the rainbow. haha. Cute right.

Happy me.

2009-02-24T14:33:00.003+08:00

When u all see this photo, did it remind you of which canteen?When u see this food, how did u all feel?
Happy right. Haha. This is how happy i am when i go back school to eat. The yummy food above which cost me $3. Woo! Hey poly mate wanna go back school and had lunch tgt? I miss the food there.
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Brought this POPz creative Zen stone speaker for only $20. This is the first product i buy through internet. Mountain turtle right. lol. They even do the shipment right to my house. Wow! Now with this speaker i can make full used of the mp3 u guys give me for birthday present.
See it fix just nice and it small in size. What best is, "battery is not required". Like tt i can bring to work and burst the whole counter. Woo! Provided i don't get caught. Haha. My teeth was bleeding when i brush my teeth. When i do self check, i see how bad my gum was. Having see the worst how teeth could get from my past part-time job. I was worried my teeth will delay and out go my teeth. Since i had my off i chiong to the dental clinic and got my teeth check. The dentist say it just gum disease, after some clearing it will get better de. Talk abt teeth i still have the fear of going to see a dentist. I force my bro to acc me lol. Lucky the process only last for 5 min, and guess what in 5 min i spend $69.
But in exchange for a peaceful mind, worth la.

Yeach my teeth is clean now! Woo! =) Happy!

A fun day.

2009-02-01T16:10:00.005+08:00

Yesterday had my poly Cny reunion dinner @ bugis. It cost only $15 per person. Cheap right. The soap look delicious right. That was my first impression only. I was wrong when i had my first bite at the wanton and dumpling. I regret eating the hai tai and the hu chan meat. Its =X.
But as long there is fish i will be happy de. So my main food for steamboat is mostly fish and mushroom. LOL. Boss, ccude and me take one bowl by one bowl of fish and mushroom. Of cos with the source i mix, we all had a great full meal. LOL! When we were all full, meiteng, yk, lala, jas and ch at the another table trying to do some magic to the wanton. The process was fun adding lots of wanton and all kind of ... ...
After everything was done, we pack our bag in great speed. Rmm! we were out of the shop. lolx.

One we were @ suntec, we all was attracted to the acake. I saw one person playing the car racing game, the whole car is moving while he was driving. Wow right. In the end, ccude and me decided to share the game. For 2 player, it cost us $2 each. It was really fun, got the real feel of driving. I was shouting all the way until i have abit of sore throat. hehe.

Here were the photo took by ccude new camera.
Instance sia. But it really ex. After all the game we went for movie of bride war.

shihua jia you.

2009-01-28T19:29:00.002+08:00

Can u all believe it, i spend my first day of cny in checkpoint working from morning 6am to 10pm.
It really tired out and i didn't heard the alarm at all until the transport uncle msg me. So in the end i miss the transpot...
Lucky my papa never work on 2nd day of cny, he quickly change and lorry me to check point in time. Thanks papa. =)
And after work still need to rush home and get ready to go sir's relative house. Enjoy and have fun until 10 plus...
3rd day of cny, cazy me go OT again but it 6am to 3pm. I almost fall alsleep during 2 plus. Thanks to my sour plam i manage to work through.
Don't know what happened to me, i become so chiong on work for money. I don't know why i just feel that my money is not enough. I didn't really spend much but money is all gone. Hazi...

For now, i just know one thing. I am really very tired. I had no time for everything. I need to work plus OT. I need to sleep. I need to go out with friends and sir. I need to go out with family. I need to study. I need to online... So many thing but so little time. So there go my beauty sleep. I really miss my bed. Can i take one week to just sleep. LOLx.

No matter what, i need to save up. First finish my poly sch fee. Then start save up for uni. Gosh! OT here i come...

shihua jia you.

2009-01-14T15:00:00.002+08:00

I got back my O lvl eng result. A D7 again. =( So i wasted 1 year of the time and $250+ of the money. Arrg! But mine de is nothing compare to my tuition friend. She retake 3 subject but she didn't make it for all 3. Sad for her.

Try to adapt to the changing of my sleeping pattern. Waking up at 3.30am.
The first day i can't sleep till 3am and wake up at 4am. During work, my mind don't know fly where and my was blur until i don't know what am i doing and even where am i going. LOL.
The second day, due to the tireness i slept at 5pm and wake up at 3.30am. Woo! Finally i am me again.
The third day, i slept at 10pm and wake up at 4.30am. Thanks to sir for the morning msg, if not i will be late for work or even don't need to work. I set 2 alarm but i was too tired, i didn't hear both of them. Until sir msg at 4.30am tt wake me up. Lucky sia. I chiong all the way and manage to take the transport.

Hope i could heard the alarm every morning. =)

I want my hot-temper back

2009-01-10T00:49:00.002+08:00

Arrg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

First i was being scold just for coming down early. WTF!!!
After all the explain, it my fault not for not phoning u??? PMS can attitude problem at me ar. U got tt want, big is it.
Really dame KNS sia, how am i going to phone this PMS person when the DO is doing briefing. When the DO finish briefing tt PMS already call me, then moment i pick up i was kana scold.
PMS: "Where are you?"
Hua: ".... there"
PMS: "why didn't u wait for me?"
Hua: "i thought u go down le, i didn't see u at the lift"
PMS: "Can't u call me?"
Hua: "No reception n DO is doing briefing..."
The next moment i know, i heard a "do do" sound.
WTH!!! my fault ar? FINE!

Next the "soon to be husband" of PMS. Name tt person "Ass hole" ba. No matter what i say or do i was kana shoot or laugh at.

Ass hole: "U don't stand there like tt lei?"
Hua: " i was thinking i should turn left or right?"
Ass hole: "Come on, u are wearing uniform lei? ppl are watching u"
Hua: "???"
Ass hole: "U been here for 3 week le still lost yr way"
Hua: "cannot meh"
Ass hole: "Dot! HAHA!"

Hello, what wrong of being loss in my work place? The work place is just dame big, somemore mirror image design. The left and the right all look the same. Of cos i will be loss. Oh, just because i am in uniform i can't be loss is it? Next time, u just f*** off la.

PMS: "hua our pay out is on _jan."
Hua: "is it, yeach! Clapping hand."
Ass hole: "Dot! Never work before de ppl is like tt de?"
Hua: "Pay day is coming, u not happy meh?"
Ass hole: "What so happy abt it, to ppl like me who work before treat it as normal day"
Ass hole: "somemore i look at the pay i still need to pay this and tt..."
PMS: "Ya lor, the pay is not enough for me to get my thing..."
Ass hole and PMS was chatting ........................
Ass hole: "hua, u dame money face, love money until like tt"
Hua: "watever"

Dame cb sia, i know u are rich and come from whatever rich background. Full of shit experience in work life. Full of shit knowledge of this and that. SO! U never poor before right! SHUT UP!
What wrong for being happy for pay day? What the problem, u tell me?

Ass hole and PMS, from now on when i see u 2 i will give u black face. And u two ever dare to shoot me, i make sure i roar at u.

i mean roar!!!

I think i had been too nice all this while, it time to train back my temper.

Beware!!!

cute

2009-01-07T11:41:00.002+08:00

Just for laugh!!!

I find this new idol dame funny. Dame cute. And his voice is dame power. Although he look kuku but he do know how to sing. Enjoy!

A touching story

2009-01-02T00:46:00.004+08:00

能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？

這個男孩太傻，為了一個不愛自己的人付出那麼多！....

現在應該很少這種人嚕..若他就在你身邊的話..記得珍惜他..
曾在女孩的記憶中，有那麼一個人。

「我現在喜歡的人，就是我前面的這位啦！」男孩大聲的說著，指著走在他前頭的女孩。

「神經病！」女孩嘀咕著，快速走開那群跟著起鬨的人群，只當男孩拿她開玩笑。

直到某一天，女孩收到了一封信。

『我是真的喜歡妳！我可以為妳做任何事，只要妳喜欢，我都會去做。
一封信就這樣，沒有署名，短短幾句話，但女孩卻知道是男孩寫的。
『那你能現在跳到馬路中央嗎？』
女孩在信紙背面寫上這句話，託人交給男孩。

「我能！妳看著。」男孩看了內容，當著她的面衝進馬路中央。

只聽見震聾欲耳的喇叭聲、刺耳的煞車聲、巨大的碰撞聲，以及映入女孩眼簾倒在血泊中的男孩。

「我真的能為妳做任何事．．．．．．」男孩的話救護車高亢的呼聲中，依舊清楚的傳入女孩耳中。

「是你們家的女兒要我們家的孩子衝進馬路中被車撞的！」
「胡說！明明是你們家的兒子自己衝進去的！」

「什麼胡說！他同學說的你們不是也聽見了嗎？我們家的孩子是看了你們女兒的信才衝進去的！」
「真的是這樣嗎？」女孩的母親回頭看著女孩。

「嗯。」女孩點了頭，淚水也在她低下頭的瞬間，滴上了那張寫著男孩與她的字的信紙，似乎也企圖抹殺掉發生的事實。
「你看吧！你們要怎麼賠我兒子的人生！他再也不能打籃球了．．．．．．」男孩的母親歇斯底里的大喊，哭倒在醫院冷硬的地板上。
「這．．．．．．」女孩的父母無言。

「我要你們的女兒陪著我的兒子，直到他再也不需要她的時候，這是你們女兒欠我們的！」男孩的父親說。

「不行！她不愛你兒子啊！你不能那麼自私！」女孩的母親不捨女孩受這種罪。

「好，我會陪著他。」在眾人驚訝的目光中，女孩答應了。

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在公園的躺椅上，男孩和女孩靜靜的坐著，輕柔的風撫過他們疲憊的心。
「為什麼喜歡我？」女孩開口了。

「能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？喜歡上了，愛上了，就是了。」男孩淡淡的說。

「如果有一天我有喜歡的人了，你會放我走嗎？」女孩說。

「我從來沒有綁住過妳，是妳自己不放自己走的。」男孩說。
沒有交談了，只有風吹動落葉的颯颯聲。

男孩說對了，兩年前在他醒來後，他就解除了約定，但女孩始終將自己綁在男孩身邊，她愧疚，因為她的一句玩笑話，毀了男孩的夢，男孩再也不能打籃球了。

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然而故事卻不會永遠都是好結局，女孩的心給了另一個人，沒有給肯為她付出一切的男孩。

「你為什麼當初要聽我的話！你怎麼那麼笨！」女孩跪倒在地上哭泣。

「我．．．．．．只是愛妳。」男孩說，伸手想將女孩扶起。
「我不要你的愛！」女孩甩開男孩的手。

「你的愛太強烈，害慘了我，你知不知道啊！你知不知道啊！」女孩歇斯底里的哭喊著。
「我．．．．．．」男孩說不出話來。

「為什麼是我！為什麼是我！你為什要愛上我！我討厭你這樣！我討厭！討厭！」女孩用盡所有力氣大聲嘶吼，轉身跑了出去。

女孩的愧疚太深，她沒辦法打開心結，她因為責任而留在男孩身邊，直到她喜歡上別人了，她再也不能忍受不能和喜歡的人在一起的日子，所以她崩潰了，然而也傷了男孩的心。

女孩使勁的跑，用力的跑，淚水模糊她的視線，心中的煩亂讓她沒看對她迎面駛來的卡車．．．．．．
「小心！」伴隨著警告，有人推開了她。

熟悉的碰撞聲響起，再一次，女孩回頭看，再一次的看見倒在殷紅的血泊中。

「我真的能為妳做任何事．．．．．．」男孩說，嘔出一口血，昏了過去。

「不要！」女孩受不了再一次的刺激，她尖叫，使盡所有力氣的尖叫。

「太遲了，肋骨插進內臟，內出血止不住，沒救了。」
「那麼年輕就．．．．．．難道真的沒辦法了嗎？」

醫院裡的人議論紛紛，句句傳入女孩的耳中，她的淚水決提，濕了她的襯衫。

如果她當初能理智一點就不會發生了，如果男孩不要愛上她就好了，她哭，哭的歇斯底里，因為這次男孩真的要離開她了，他現在只能等待死亡。

「我想妳應該進去看他．．．．．．」男孩的父親說，他的悲痛清楚的寫在臉上。

「好．．．．．．」女孩語不成聲，她只能不停的流淚。
女孩進了病房，見到男孩蒼白的臉，她淚水流的更兇。
「不要哭．．．．．．」男孩心疼的舉手擦拭女孩的淚。
「你好傻．．．．．．」女孩哭個不停。

「或許吧．．．．．．這個給妳．．．．．．」男孩張開緊握的手，一封沾了血的信。

「這是最後一封了，好好的看好嗎？」男孩說，眼角留下一滴淚。

「好．．．．．．」女孩接下那封信，清澈的淚水滴在信封上，混著暗紅乾涸的血。
「我真的能為妳做任何事．．．．．．」

這是男孩的最後一句話，他再也不能待在女孩身邊，他走了，女孩昏了過去。

『給最愛的妳：

愛上妳，多半是痛苦，我知道妳的心永遠不會交給我，可是我還是好愛好愛
妳．．．．．．

當初如果知道我的行為會讓妳無法自由的飛，我不會去做。
妳知道嗎？只要妳高興，我真的能為妳做任何事。

我知道當妳看這封信時，妳已經有喜歡的人了，放自己自由好嗎？

不要在強迫自己留在我身邊，我希望妳能活的快乐。

不要問我為什麼那麼傻。

能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？喜歡上了，愛上了，就是了。

我會一直守護著妳，因為妳是我最愛的人，我真的能為妳做任何事，不管過了多少年，我都不曾改變。』

女孩收起了信，她的淚水已經不再流下，男孩離開她已經五年了，五年的時光也讓她從一個年輕的女孩蛻變為成熟的女人。

女孩的命，是男孩救的，但女孩的心，自始自終都不曾落在男孩身上。

『能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？喜歡上了，愛上了，就是了。』

在蔚藍的天空裡，風裡似乎帶來男孩的低語。

女孩不能選擇，男孩也不能選擇，谁都不能選擇。

2 watch as my birthday gift.

2008-12-30T00:13:00.002+08:00

Thanks Jun and Min for the pizza hut lunch, the dessert, the birthday card and the lovely watch.

Also thank Sir for the lovely couple watch, key chain and chocolate.

Didn't expect them to give me watch as gift. Haha. Thanks. I love both of them. Had been thinking how i going to wear. And the solution is, when going dating w sir, i wear the watch he give me. When i go outing w my 2 lao po, i wear the watch they give me. Other then tt, maybe don't wear anything to be fair. Haha. jk.

Recieve christmas gift from my colleague. Thanks Michelle for the cute little dog key chain and a christmas card tt i it so meaniful for me in a way.
" Christmas is weird. What other time of year do you sit in counter stamping passports and the travellers thanks you by saying, Merry christmas? "
Yup indeed my christmas is past stamping passport. SOB! I wanted to join my friend for the christmas gathering but i can't. Saw their blog de pic, i hope i was here too.

And it will be a weird Chinese new year for me as i will be stamping passport then collecting hong bao. And the sian part is, even if the traveller give me hong bao i also cannot take, cos it consider as corruption. -_-||| but i will try to take leave or what to go jun's house have cny dinner. Yr mum cooking skill rock man! Haha. Of cos as mdm de had to go sir house eat dinner too... expect myself to be fat 3kg ba. haha.

Hmm i want to plan a oversea holiday during march or april, anyone wanna to join in? Or i make it as a poly holiday trip?...

Shihua good luck !!!

2008-12-17T18:34:00.010+08:00

16 dec '08

I had my firearm exam, it was really painful for my hand as the past 4 day i had been keep on practice on the firing. See my poor hand and leg all tio blue-black.
To prevent myself from getting more blue-black i come out with this secret weapon. But no used sia... still there is blue-black What really worst is my leg after all the kneeing up and down...It all worth it when i pass my exam with 1st class. All i need was 2 point to mark women.
Anyway, during one of the training i did get my mark women, woo!

17 dec '08
My official graduation and receiving of rank~
The feeling of putting on the rank on my shoulder do had a form of satisfaction. Hard to explain those feeling. But it's happy de =)
Here were some random photo my friends took for me. When i received my other photo i will slowly put it all up. Enjoy~
Here are a group of friends going woodland with me.

Wish me good luck !

Happy 21st birthday to Me !!!

2008-12-14T22:38:00.008+08:00

Happy 21st birthday to Me!
Happy birthday to weiqiang too!!! We look like small kids sing birthday song to each other.

Our big group birthday photo of the day. Woo~

My wishes praying method just happen to be the same way i pray to guan yin ma lol.

Water fight part 1 : Aim kaka

Water fight part 2: revenge on kaka ( zoom in on lala face, dame evil)Water fight part 3: Kaka found a great helper winning lala.

No worry tt dino is my new pet, Woo!See how cute my pet is.

My beloved family.
Thanks for all the gift ~Also thanks X 1000 for the sweet birthday card and haobao.

Thanks Mama, Papa, my sis and bro for the hong bao.

Lastly thanks all my friends for the birthday msg:-
jeremy
ccude
yasmin
zhijun
jaslyn
weiqiang
eeling
lifen
toutou
kaka
lala
mingsheng
meiteng
yongkang
Jasmin
Zhihao
gheefeng
benjamin

hope i didn't miss anyone =)

Hey ccude and jasmin pls send me those photo ok ? Thanks

THANKS EVERYONE, I LOVE YOU ALL!

Happy 9th month to sir and mdm

2008-12-08T12:06:00.004+08:00

Sian sia when i went to return blessing and read the above. Next year got so bad ma? -_-||| Nvm there is other report, who know it might say something nice haha.

Here a video just for u to laugh... cute friends i have =)

Lastly :-

Happy 9th month to Sir and Mdm <3

Pls pay me my paid fast!!!

2008-12-04T18:44:00.009+08:00

Woo~ finally my training is over. The 4 day of training is really tough for me. I was kana throw on the floor, hands kana twist over and over again. Kana Handcuff until blue black.Hmm this is what happened to me. I am just like the man. Is really pain being push all the way to the ground with my hand twrist like tt. Then this is the out come...
But all the pain is worth when i pass my exam with a badge (Police unarm tactics) Woo~ Happpy sia. Now i hope they will put me in tuas so i could wear this badge on my uniform =).

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30th nov'08

Went for my indian colleague wedding. Its the first time i attended an indian wedding. Picture speak a thousand words so don't need my to say much. Enjoy those pic i took...

i want money

2008-11-28T21:47:00.008+08:00

Hi everyone for yrs info, my birthday will more likely be celebrate at

Sukura @ Omni Theatre
21 Jurong Town Hall Road,
Singapore 609433.

Price: $22.00+
Date: 14 dec' 08 (Sunday)
Time: 12 noon - 2.30pm

Meet: 11.30am outside Jurong East Mrt control station
Anything just call me =)
Confirmed
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Busy training and exam is coming soon and i had not yet study... stress. Working on designing t-shirt for my sir's birthday. Hmm... anyone got any idea where got shop help you print t-shirt which is good in quality of a reasonable price? If u all know update me ok? Thanks =)

Arrg! my life is on a disaster, my parent didn't work for 2 week. Although for now my mum went back to work but my dad still can't find a job. Soon my parent will be relied on me on money. But i am here struggling for money to support myself w my miserable sep dental paid of 500 including the 400 paying sch fee, and my October dental pay is not out yet gosh! 1st dec is coming, my school fee is chasing me... i had already borrow 3oo to survial. No matter how i save, money is just always not enough. I come to a extend of bringing my own food to training. Eating as much free tea break food they provide for me at 10am and 3pm. Try to walk to save transport. Cut down the outing with friends. I had already tahan this from june till now.

Sometime i really cannot take it. It just too much pressure for me. And without them working the responsibility is going to push to me. Hey why can't they think in my shose? Everyday they will quarrel and quarrel. Over money!!! Soon my parent is going to divorce, Great! Don't know true or not? But i will be perpare. I remember last time when i was in sec 5 this happened once but lucky is say say only. Who know it may be true for now... but whatever la!

I didn't realise money can drive a person mad only during this few month. I really suffer the hell out of me. Thinking and crying abt money money and money. Sometime i really wish to be rich. Ya i know rich could change me to a diff person...etc For now i really need to be rich to at least support myself. Waiting for my all my paid to come immediately!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LIFE REALLY SUCK WITHOUT MONEY!!!

One last thing don't worry abt me ok. I just want to vent all this out here so i feel much better. The good thing abt blog is they let u vent all yr thinking out without stopping you or stopping you from dreaming...

I am getting really tired staying strong...

chen shi hua jia you !!!

2008-11-19T18:16:00.003+08:00

Started my job training abt 1 week plus le. Till now i am fine with everything. No complaint yet but soon will... lol. My class is a combination of senior officer and junior office so as expected within the whole class there are already 2 country.
This 2 country don't mix at all expect for one SO's girl. She would mix with the JO although she herself is a SO. She don't give you the feeling of she is higher rank than you. Maybe because she find her smoking gang in JO ba.
So within the JO country there are already 4 small city.... sad to say there are only 2 JO chinese girl there including me.
From here i could predict my life won't be happy for long... today only i see some true colour of ppl. sob sob...
Why can't ppl be pure and simple?

Eyeing for my dental pay day and current job pay day.

Had a chat with joy yesterday, its had been so long since i last chat with her. She is now working in the NUH. Could at least jio her out during my off day since we both working shift, hehe. The stupid thing about shift work is, can't jio ppl or even kana jio during weekend. I will be working when most of my friends were having off and i got my off when most of my friends were working... miserable right. Want to go out also can't la. But at least i found joy, hehe. And soon yasheong also joining me if he got in the same job as me... hehe. Next i will slowly jioing ppl to join me. Hey at least u could say it consider a golden rice bowl right. hehe.

25 Oct'08 - Sentosa cum mount faber trip

2008-10-27T16:09:00.008+08:00

25 Oct'08 - Sentosa cum mount faber trip.

It's has been long since i last come out for a tan. And this is what happened when there no sun... Buried someone to kill times lol

While waiting to take our ride...U know what the most exciting part, the cable car trip back to Mount Faber. It's my first time taking the cable car for the past 20 years. Lastly this is our very budget measure for not paying the $20 for the photo. We took photo of a photo...
And that the destination we reach a building call the jewel box...
And while inside this building we begin our creative photo shot...

And had a test of kaka's smelly kick...
I am gone...Poor ah chee...

To be or not to be?

2008-10-24T01:45:00.000+08:00

Love sometimes is just like a stock market,
if u think too long the stock market may still continue down,
down until u break yourself into million pieces, beyond joining back.

But sometimes if both parties accommodate and compromise,
the stock market may go high way up then u could expect.

On the other hands, its back to say if u drags it,
it could be worst.
Just like a patient that needs to go on a operation,
if he drags, the success rate is lower,
and even die before the operation.

And it all comes back to this:

To be or not to be?

That the question.

那我宁愿回到一个人生活

2008-10-23T23:47:00.003+08:00

猜不透
猜不透你最近时好时坏的沉默
我也不想去追问太多
让试探为彼此的心上了锁
猜不透相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸是真的是热的
如果忽远忽近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果忽冷忽热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过
猜不透相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸是真的是热的
如果忽远忽近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果忽冷忽热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过
到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已不想追究
越是在乎的人越是猜不透

Heard this song from yes 933. And i fall in love with it. The lyric is so meaningful. When i watch the MV, i cry. Lolx... Since when i become so emotional. Hope u all will like it. Hey ppl, if u all got her song can send me ma. Her name is 丁当.

funny pic

2008-10-21T21:39:00.006+08:00

All this photo funny right. Haha. My friend intro me this http://www.photofunia.com/ I was playing and laughing my heart out. This is some of the photo that are allowed to post. When u all see me playing with u all de photo, u all sure stop me from posting de. Wahaha!!! evil me. Here are also some nice photo u could add in too. haha.

The "magic toy"

2008-10-18T10:30:00.002+08:00

Haha, pai seh for the poor video quality. Used phone to video is like tt de. LOLx. Hope u all don't mind. While i was walking across the street toward bugis MRT, i saw this interesting pasar malang store selling magic trick and product. Then this uncle showing some trick of his "magic toy", which look like any other toy. The toy had no string attached to it, yet the toy could dance and obey the command. The toy seem to be dancing in the air. It was unbeliveable. If u want to know how it is be done, u had to buy this funny magic toy from him. $5 sia. LOL. for a magic toy... -_-|||

=)

2008-10-14T23:13:00.005+08:00

Finally i got all the friend's birthday photo. Sep and Oct birthday de baby really alot sia. First start from ccude then cheehao, follow by meiteng and boss. Lucky for me, the list stop here, wahaha. Hope all of them had a great day celebrating their own birthday =)

Come to think of it, even we had graduate we still bond together. Everyone make an effect to come tgt and celebrate each other birthday. At the same time as a gathering. Haha. So each year we will meet quite alot of time. haha.

As for my secondary school friends, thing aren't going that good. My last gathering with all my secondary school classmate was one of my friend's mum funeral. Sad right, on this kind of occasion. Need to put the blame on my secondary school changes. Last time, when folk dance night haven't been pull out. At least we could gather back to our secondary school once a years. U could also see school mate many years older then you coming back. Now... no more this kind of occasion. Hope the school will bring back this special night and we could gather tgt again. =)

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Today had been busying with studying english. Studying until i abit sick. LOL. Suddenly it feel like i got alot of things i haven't study but my mind can't take it anymore. As the date got nearer and nearer my fear got greater and greater. I don't want to fail english sia. If i got my grade and it's a D7 then i will sian. If worst then that, i will emo... But if it's C6, i will be happy like what. haha. Hope guan yin ma will bo bi me.

After that i had to get ready for ICA le. Scare sia, new working environment. Don't know if i can take it ma. Had to jia you.

Shihua jia you

2008-10-11T00:15:00.003+08:00

A conclusion of my last 5 month.
Had been living poorly. First month still able to cope it, but the later part of the month was like...
1. Bank chasing me for money ($400)
2. Mum chasing me for money ($0, till now still unable to give)
3. Me myself chasing myself for money on transport and food.($100+)
4. HandPhone and Internet bill ($-60)
My miserable pay was like 500+ per month, lol. Yet i could survival for this 5 month and soon the 6 month will be coming. Really must thanks guan yin ma sia. haha.
From here i relies one things, life is really suck without money. I don't dare to buy anything for a long long time. If possible try to stay at home. The moment i go out, its mean money is spend. Sob.
Really must thanks govt for giving me some money here and there, if not i don't know how i can make it. Although govt is giving me money, he is also increasing my transport cost, electricity cost and telephone cost... so soon handphone and internet bill will be up too. HAZI!!!

Borrow money from my mum, kana nag like hell. The moment i got my pay i had to return her. So come to the same, month-end i had to borrow again. Can't she just give me. $50 only lei...

Now my next worry is to pass the month of nov. My miserable Oct paid, can't get me through nov. Hope My ICA job won't spend me much money. After nov when i got my ICA paid, everything should be better le. At least i had lesser worry on bank loan, transport and food le.
Hope my dear mum mum, don't chase me for money even i got my paid. Give me some time to stable my income and loan. I will automatic give her money de.

I had to tahan and tahan till next year de may. When i reach tt month, it mean i finish return all my poly sch fee le. WOO!!! Free of stupid bank loan, wahaha!

But poor life de me, won't be happy for long. After i clean my poly loan, my next plan is Uni SiM. So i will sign a bank loan again. I think abt 28k ba. Faint~ Need a total of 4-5 year to return. By the time i finished paying the loan i am 26 le.

Got one happy thing to tell u all. I got in ICA job le. Haha. Will be signing my appointment on 24 Oct and start work at 3 Nov. Pray that guan yin ma will bo bi me. Bo Bi my working environment is nice nice smooth smooth de. =)

With Money not everything is possible, but without money everything is impossible.

love the song

2008-10-10T01:31:00.003+08:00

Heard this song from Yes 933. Just one time, i fall in love with this song. All i can say is 周杰伦+方文山 had the best combination. Try listening to the music + lyrics. It will brought you tears... lol.

你的绘画凌乱着在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯我还爱你呐
伴你断断续续唱着歌假装没事了
时间过了走了爱情面临选择
你冷了却了我哭了
一开始的不快乐你用卡片拭写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呐
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦淹了
开心与不开心一一叙说着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呐
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着要怎么停呢
你的绘画凌乱着在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯我还爱你呐
伴你断断续续唱着歌假装没事了
时间过了走了爱情面临选择
你冷了却了我哭了
一开始的不快乐你用卡片拭写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呐
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦淹了
我都还记得你不等了说好的幸福呐
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呐
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦淹了
我都还记得你不等了说好的幸福呐
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着
要怎么停呢

Another best song is S.H.E de 天亮了 NICE!!!

合：天亮了天亮了地球又转一圈了
世界还活生生的存在着还活着没想到我还活着
Ella:穿越一场海啸什么滋味我终于亲身体会天崩地裂精疲力竭灵魂不在身体里面
然而万岁万岁终于和你有个了结
Hebe：你一边我一边我们的世界最好别再重叠
也别再回想那个太长太长的昨天
太多爱太多泪别再这样浪费
合：天亮了天亮了地球又转一圈了
既然我还幸运的活着当然要全力以赴去快乐
天亮了天亮了世界还是好好的
什么痛都是很渺小的
看太阳不是又升起来了
S：结束一段感情当然不像搬个家那么方便
太多细节太多碎片堆在回忆那间房间
但是忍耐一点不去碰它就不危险
H：你没变我没变我们到最后才能懂这一点
人活着不就为了实现一个个心愿
好可惜我和你许了不同的愿
合：天亮了天亮了地球又转一圈了
既然我还幸运的活着
当然要全力以赴去快乐
天亮了天亮了世界还是好好的
什么痛都是很渺小的看太阳不是又升起来了
S：我的心是我的不会再给你了
H：我是我自己的我很快乐

Guys who happened to have those 2 album, send me the song can? Thanks so much. haha.

(wq, i update le)

Back to nature

2008-09-08T22:33:00.004+08:00

Today went botanic garden, guess what i saw swan sia. First time in my life i get to see a real live swan in close up. So beautiful right haha. Suddenly I felt that i am back to my childhood day where i run around chasing birds and feeding fishes. Next time, when i went to botanice garden, i sure buy some bread and fish food, wahaha!

Almost meet a car accient

2008-09-03T21:59:00.002+08:00

Today when i was about to cross the road i almost got myself killed in a car accident. Lucky the car hit the "hong" early enough if not you all will be visiting me in the hospital or even worst saw me on newspaper.

Can't really sleep well yesterday night, i was not very sure that i am crying in my dreaming or am i really crying for hours. I just know that i am feeling really sad. All i know was when i wake up my eyes was very swollen.

After i had my lunch i chiong to work, also don't know what am i thinking up there, i just cross the road without checking if there are any car approaching. Lucky guan yin ma bo bi, i am save.

Got a shock of my life sia. After walking for 5 min, a lady of middle age come approach me, telling me to pratice ...... buddhist .... de. Then i remember i think i meet this lady before. A few year ago, i think is also her who tell me the same thing. Then i was more shock.

Can anyone tell me, what does this mean???

Walk back home with doctor, then he ask me why i chose this job, young people like me should chose something which will have more future, he encourage me to leave this job and move to a job with more future. Don't waste my life here. What he say is true, sir also told me that.

Now i am still waiting for ICA de interview call. But i am worry that i had no chance in working in the gov sector le. That time i just go try try a interview for the army HR job, who know i really got in sia, and it required me to go tekong. Because of some reason i reject this job offer.
Since ICA and army is link de, so maybe i won't get in le. Shit should had just don't go for tt interview. Go try try also tio the job, if buy 4D i go try try give me tio la. lol

Hope to heard the ICA interview phone call soon~
Guan Yin ma bo bi.

tired

2008-08-17T21:11:00.003+08:00

This few day, i am just very very tired. Start from Thursday, i already sleeping late thinking that Friday i could sleep till late afternoon... who know call after call msg after msg i don't need to sleep at all. The best part is the call from my previous comp, want me to do work for him... faint. Fine, i will try my best to do lor since my MAY DE PAID IS IN HIS HAND... then suddenly tio sat need to work, after tt chiong career fair, go home chiong previous comp work... I really tired dao.
Then sleep half way my back pain until i wake up... I really headache not enough sleep le, still back pain...
Arrg!

if i had ............ i will .......... hazi

Happy fifth month to toutou and me.

2008-08-09T00:15:00.003+08:00

Yup after so many years my chen xiao dong had finally release his Chinese version's CD called
《星空夢游》. Woo~ I want to buy haha. Its had been long since i last brought CD le. Come to think of it when is the last time i brought CD???

Sian ar, TOTO 8million fly away. I only tio one num,ber -_-||| arrg! At least bo bi me tio 4 numbers ma lolx... When i reach home after my tuition, my mum show me the TOTO result and say, u should buy 14 yr birthday, 21 yr age ... . I replied my mum, since u know how to guess, why don't u buy and take the 8 million. She would every times tell my dad, u should buy this number tt number after the result had shown. If i know what is going to come out, i show hand all my money la lolx. Cute right my mum.

Before i went home, the Q-bread near at cck MRT station got promotion, hehe. Happy sia brought my fav jap da beng home at $1 each. Normal price is $1.20. Happy until i eat 2 of it. haha.

Now i am kinds of worries, 25 Augest'08 is my English oral. 21 oct'08 is my paper 1 and paper2. Hope Guan yin ma will bo bi me. Hope i won't be nervous and everything go well smoothly, pass my English once and for all. I'm not greedy de, just bo bi me a C6 can le. Wahaha!

Lastly happy fifth month to Sir and me! <3

shihua be happy always

2008-08-04T12:34:00.002+08:00

Through my this nurse friend, i know something which play a very important part of my future planning.
U all know at what ages then u will be considerer as 高邻产妇? I always tot is at the ages of 35, but to my surprise its has move forward to 30 le. OMG! And the life spend of human being is getting shorter. What i learn in secondary school is all fake de. What life spend become longer as the improvement of medical science. crape lor!
But i will try my best to live past 65, must get back all my cpf first wahaha.

Friends got any weekend jobs pls intro thanks, me dame poor needs lots and lots of money ~

Updated

2008-08-01T00:35:00.003+08:00

Found a dental assistance job, and been working there for one month le.
Life there was not bad because currently i am still doing admin job,but not long i will soon kana train to do dental assistance work. When i reach tt stage i will have lots of complain lol.

Overall before i reach the hand-on on dental assistance work this job is good de. Wahaha! i love slack job, but there is one disadvantage about this job. THE WORKING HOUR IS TOO LESS LE! i can't make enough money. That explain why i didn't go for poly outing. U all know i so wanted to go but no money to spend. Kbox lei...

After my calculation, all my dental job de paid goes to the bank and i end with "$0", faint~. Don't misunderstand lor, the bank is not my saving acc it my poly fee loan. See like tt i can go eat shit le. But even eat shit i also can't eat for long ma, not healthy de ok, so bobian had to take up another part-time job =C and most likely promoter... sian sia... don't like this job. But no choice la, this is the only job that could make more money on weekend. Hazi...

Friends if got any weekend de job do let me know. Thanks

Feeling like those wu tou house fly. Seeing some of my friend went study i also want. But the main problem is no money. But even if i have money i also don't know what to study. View through all the courses in SIM but none of them interest me. Till now i still don't know what i love sia. Wait i know what i love, i love rabbit lol, but to be a veterinarian u need A lvl. I repeat the requirement to get into veterinarian school is A lvl !!!
Gosh, O lvl already want my life le, still take A lvl, i don't know need to retake how many time la... So wait long long i could be a veterinarian, but i could alway be the pet OWNER of RABBIT. Wahaha!

A person with no goal is a person swimming in large ocean. I had been floating around for so long but all i see was water and more water... hazi

My NDP 08

2008-07-13T22:41:00.007+08:00

12 july '08
Went for NDP'08 preview. Woo~ happy dao. Since when i become so Singaporean, i even wear red LOL! Enjoy every moment there, especially the heart shape performance by the plane and of cos the best part, FIREWORK!!!
Weather there is hot de, but lucky its quite windy there =)
Hao ba don't say much, u all see for yrself ba ...

Lastly, let enjoy the most beautiful firework proudly video by me ^^

My new hair style

2008-07-10T13:24:00.005+08:00

This is what i had been talking about. Having myself as the new hair dye product tester.
See many people crowd around when a model is up to get their hair done. When u are up there, u really feel like u are the animal in the zoo sia lol... This is the close up of how thing is being done.
And the end product. My hair become like tt LOL!
Just watches the show 10 promise between me and my dog. Woo~ a nice show. I will give a 5 star. I thought it will be a sad show which i will cry all the way, but NO lor, to my surprise the show add in alot of funny part where u will laugh like hell lol.
I think those who have a pet, will change the way they treat their pet after watching this show. =)

Next i will be aiming this show: "Journey to the center of the earth"

The moment u see the trailer u will just set yr mind in watching this show.
http://www.journey3dmovie.com/
For this show, i don't need to watch i know this is a 5 star rated movie. Haha

People who are interested to watch jio me ok. Haha ! Hmm best that it would be on a tuesday cos i got the GV member card and i could get ticket at $6.50 every tuesday any time.
Or during weekday cos at cathay as long we have student card, before 5pm we could get ticket at $6 Woo!

i am happy =)

2008-07-05T13:38:00.004+08:00

4 july ,08 Friday woo~

A happy day. Went for some free hair dye w jun and her poly friends. But the bad thing about this is, u can't choose the colour of yr hair. So in the end they high-lighted my hair. Now i look like ah lian LOL. I'm not going to go out of my house unless its very important. But no worries its only for temporally cos they going to do something to my hair on Monday. Hope it will turn out nice =)After that, acc jun friend go cut hair, and also do some shopping. Takashimaya there got food fair, the food over there are WOW!!! Brought something for my sir keke. Also have the very well knows egg tat. Thanks jun and her friends. The egg tat taste very nice =).

While i travel on the MRT to my eng tuition, i was sleeping all the way haha. Then at don't know which stop, a girl in my eng class sit beside me. Until yew tee that stop then we notice we are sitting beside each other all along LOL. Finally i make a friend in my eng class. Now i wont' sian sian in class, cos now got a friend to acc and talk to =). She is such a nice person, and she joke alot haha. I think is fate ba, if not i still won't be able to make friends if no one come talk to me.

Went back home... really very tired. Had spend the whole day travel ard but is happy de =). This sun, jun and mingsheng are going to celebrate their bday. Sorry mingsheng i can't make it for yr birthday. But anyway, wish Jun and mingsheng a happy birthday...

Sian ar my hair like tt Sun how to go out, and take photo OMG! Hope on Mon the person is going to do my hair nice nice.

Had a great day =)

2008-06-29T13:48:00.003+08:00

Yesterday had a great day at mingsheng's house playing mahjong and his cute little dog which i like to call him kaka lol.

Playing mahjong real life and playing it on computer is so much different. Thanks mingsheng and lala for teaching me mahjong, till now then i know how to hu haha. Mahjong is really a game while uses brain. Need to be fast and need to be alert of other player move. I kept miss my pon.... but overall had alot of fun.

Next is the cute little dog which i like to name him as kaka. Kaka the dog consider a clever dog who like to eat. When u are eating those wang wang he will sit down in front of you, shake his tail hinting u for food lol. After u had given him his dog food, hehe to him u are his owner lol. He will follow u and sometime listen to yr commend haha...
Karen yr name is famous woo~

After all those fun we went to eat chi zha, it happened to be a coincidence we chosen the very same store we used to eat at bukit timah. But this time, the food is much nicer expect the sotong ba. Which had a taste of curry favor lol...
After that went back to mingsheng house to watch nobit. OMG! can say a gross but dame funny de movie haha.

Its had been a long long time since i laugh till stomach pain. Miss school which i could done this almost everyday

I remember something which i alway did in school

One day i must smile/laugh 66 times

Ten promises between me and my pet

2008-06-26T16:06:00.002+08:00

The movie is a story between a dog and it's owner and the ten promises they make together.

1. Give me time to understand what you want of me.

2. Place your trust in me. It’s crucial to my well-being.

3. Be aware that however you treat me I’ll never forget it.

4. Before you scold me for being lazy, ask yourself if something might be bothering me.

5. Talk to me sometimes. Even if I don’t understand your words, I do understand your voice when it’s speaking to me.

6. Remember before you hit me, I have teeth that could hurt you, but that I choose not to bite you.

7. Take care of me when I get old.

8. You have your work, your entertainment, and your friends. I have only you.

9. My life is likely to last 10 to 15 years. Any separation from you will be painful for me.

10. Go with me on difficult journeys. Everything is easier for me if you are there. Remember I love you...

My inuyasha !!!

2008-06-20T13:24:00.005+08:00

Hazi... my fav inuyasha manga had finished. OMG! my weekly routine of every Thursday a few min off the reality world is gone. So every Thursday no more inuyasha... can't believe it, all the while i had been waiting with excitement now i may need to find another manga to replace it. But i don't seem to like other manga other then u know...

Now let me tell u all the ending of inuyasha. I though the main character inuyasha and kagome is going to be separated when the shicon no tama is gone and they each can't travel to each other world.
For this 3 year,
Inuyasha will check on bone eater well every 3 day. As for Miroku and sanga, they got married and got themselves 3 children... ... K don't write too much abt inuyasha here, i think u all will sian half, don't know this is my blog or inuyasha story telling lol
After 3 year of waiting ...

A happy ending woo~

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Me rotting at home as usual haha. But i did went to find job yesterday, tries out sunshine place de clinic job interview, but left only bukit timah and toa pah yo de location. Hmm... abit temp to take the job and guess what, i saw yasmin LOL! So long never see her le hehe. Then went around lot1 to see still got any job vacancy ... is sian dao and those recuit express ppl keeping calling me for their stupid job... shit. Hazi...

see how ba...

shihua jia you ~

2008-06-17T12:01:00.002+08:00

Went for the agency interview. Gosh! tt person bluff me, he agree on the phone to offer me 1.6k but i went down there he only offer me 1.5k and i need to sign a one year contract.

When i heard tt one year contract it let me think of karen de incident. If i were to signed n got myself stuck there for one year, and if sorry not if is chop cos i this kind of unlucky person sure kana those shit working environment. So in the end i sure die there. And the location was raffle place. -_-|||
Saw many business ppl walking around in those very high-end formal cloths and some were with coats O.o, the moment u see tt, u got those sudden fear in u.

I think i should not rash myself in finding job, i should slowly find a job tt i am happy with =)

happy me is back

2008-06-12T15:26:00.002+08:00

Today is the day lala went for his NS.
Hey lala, jia you and good luck on yr trip there. No worries time fly fast and u will be out soon.
By tt time, we will have another outing and i want to heard lots of ghost stories from u LOL ~

Felt waste tt i didn't went for yesterday de outing dinner to farewell lala. haha. Thanks for the phone call. Hope u all are having fun there. Hmm... let see next will be wq and ch le, lastly will be ccude & ms. Hey guys jia you and good luck!

Hazi... when u all are gone, only left me, kaka, kiki, jj... =(

Wahaha!, the happy me is back~

Ppl jio me out lei... rotting too long at home le

my first inuyasha blogskins Woo~

2008-06-11T02:13:00.002+08:00

So Glad to find this Inuyasha blogskins Woowoo~

This few day still quite miserable over tt stupid childcare job hope to recover from it fast.
I can't keep on emo over this, life still goes on ...
Signed~

Lots of plan going on in my brain...
Hope to settle it fast and carrying on back into my life.

This few day had been resting too much at home and feel that i am wasting time, don't know why am i having such feeling, hmm... i should treat it as i am having a long break... whatever.
Anyway i will keep on resting after this week then i will start find a JOB!
Wish me good luck

For this few days me will :
Rest and sleep as long as i want.
Be as Happy as Possible.
Sing like no one hearing.
Dance like no one watching.
LOL ~

I want my happy me back

Good got my paid back but still feel so down inside

2008-06-03T21:02:00.004+08:00

Thanks jingjing for accompany me there to take back my paid.
The process was shit...
Kana scold for trying to explain...
Well,
at least i took back some of my paid
the rest forget abt it

What wrong w me?
why i feel so down over such stupid thing?
=(

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kana fire by childcare teacher =(

2008-06-02T11:56:00.008+08:00

It had been long since i last update haha. Lazy me lol

27 May ' 08 Graduation Day 2008

Finally Shihua here had graduated from Ngee Ann Poly le Woo~
That day was the happiest day i even had. Wearing that graduation attire, walking up the stage collecting my cert. While i am in the process of walking, i greatly feel the satisfaction inside me!

People are so mao tun, when i am studying i hope to graduate but now i hope i could continue my poly life. Missed everything there in poly even the exam. haha

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Yesterday went bryan house for movie lol, then while wq, me and jj taking taxi to ecp, i received a shit sms.

"We have f enough teacher, if we need you we will inform you, thank you for yr service.

DOTS! I was kana fire for nothing. Felt so miserable when received this kind of msg.
i really start to like this job and yet i got fire -_-|||
A add on to it was my paid. I am being paid $4.10 per hour, totally under under paid.
Shit tt ..... calculate wrongly trying to eat my $150.
Hey its my blood sweat money ok !

Currently waiting for their call, if i don't get back my pay i will ... ...
just wait and see arrgg!!!

=(

suddenly got this empty feeling, am i that worthless in the working world... ...
That attachment job, already got my confident to the lowest. I never felt tt stupid before. Working there, i found that i am a very very slow learner, dame stupid person and a dame defendants person... ... to console myself i treat it as those work is far too difficult and i am not suitable in this IT line.

But for this childcare job, am i that worthless too ?

teacher shihua

2008-05-20T21:52:00.002+08:00

see they are so cute right... keep holding hand. Sweet

for sentosa trip... don't need me to post la, u guys post until so nice le... hehe

First day of work...
tired
but i like the kids there...
cute

see how it goes ba being a teacher, lol

my eng CMI ... headbig lol

Our neoprint <3

2008-05-17T12:10:00.005+08:00

Here are the neoprint i took with sir, i think last year on his birthday =D
He hor bad right keep the neoprint till now then give me.

Had been rotting at home, sian ar one person find job.
Thanks ccude for the intro of teacher job, i hope to get in at least i could make some money and also gain experience in becoming a teacher... lol

But although i am rotting, i had been fully use this time to enjoy myself. My days were full of activity =) i like it. But one very poor things is I am really broke. I left $1.32 in the bank... omg!
But can't help it, April paid still in the company hand and i had already sustain my March paid till May.
One very sad thing is coming... the bank from June onward will start taking $403.15 from me every month =C

Pls any kinds soul, do intro me job =)

shihua need alot of money

2008-05-15T11:45:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went for company dinner, thanks Edwin for the treat.
It is the first time i been to Korean restaurant at suntec ... i love Korean soup yum yum.
Abit spicy but very nice =P... Eat quiet a lots of foods cos it a buffet hehe.

Then went a drink, Opp! No worry i only drink 3 mouth of cocktail and pass to other ppl to finish it. The taste was like those children eat de medicine, is Eee de.
I really cannot drink sia, just 3 mouth of cocktail my face all red red and felt very very sleepy...
I think i need to do some training in drinking, lol

Dark side of the world is a big NO NO for me. It better i stay in my white world, but i will still explore the dark world to increase my general knowledge, of cos with the help of little dino's friends... =)

Hey dude, got any part-time job pls intro me lei... i had been rotting at home very long le almost growing root and i am going to be broke, lol

Wish everyone happy always

my grad testing photo

2008-05-14T10:54:00.003+08:00

Wahaha! Me, c3 and kaka were so ... we took our early grad photo Lol.

Mad us, lol. Before tt went to business block de our space play monopoly. It had been years since i last play broad game. Had lots of fun =). tt lala rich lor, keep building hotel at those stupid area make me bankrupt... thank to my bargain skill i manage to last a few round more hehe.

Let have another round of monopoly =)

Great dinner w lala and kaka =) at least i found ppl same thinking as me

2008-05-05T23:06:00.002+08:00

Today didn't went to work, hazi... $52 less sia. Heart pain but no choice la, the bank need me to go there in person to settle the loan payment thing, and i also get myself a new bank book, lol. At least the new bank book look nicer haha.

I found out the bank service not tt friendly. Saw those posb advertisement on TV, wow they seem so friendly when serving u, but today i just saw the bad side of them. There are 3 person serving, the first one which is the bad attitude de, tt old man sitting at the wheel chair, just can't remember his pin or what, she keep call him to be fast. Hey can't u see the table are so high and tt old man sitted on the wheel chair need to stand up and key in his pin number. Just give him more time cannot meh, what kind of service is tt. Really no words to say and disappointed.

Later around dinner time, i had dinner with kaka and lala at lot1. Guess where did we go to eat? the kaka intro de jap food lor haha. The food is not bad la, but it value for money tt the most important thing. I abit budget. com ma haha. budget until walk to lot1 and walk back home. Miss those day where i had my bus concession... but it depend on weather de, evening the sun not so hot so ok lor, then night time so windy haha. If it were on a hot day, i rather spend money to take bus... lazy me lol.

everyone repeat after me,

Buddha float on the water
(speak the above sentance in Chinese)

currently
wq
kaka
lala

pass this test...lol

stress when u are on depth

2008-05-03T23:37:00.003+08:00

Stress sia, i tot the bank said it won't take interest from me after one year, but i just receive lettle from bank tt interest will start on 1st of june 2008...
So every month i had to pay $403.15 for 12month and and a total interest of $150.30...
faint so ex.
If i can't pay $403.15 for tt month my interest will increase... OMG! Now my head big sia... i need alot alot of money.
Now big constraint come, if i were to work i can't work late on friday, cos got tuition... in this case i could only work part-time job. Hope to get a part-time job at Lot1 at least i could save on transport fee and hopefully return all the money asap...

Dance of the dragon

2008-05-03T19:30:00.007+08:00

Watched Dance of the Dragon... Woo! Nice movie. I give 3/5. I still think the movie lack of something hmm.... but overall it a nice show, i like the music, the way how fann wong dress, her hair...

U know what the best part of the movie, the music ! It a wow~
5 stars
U will also heard windstruck OST - Reunion theme

My chen xiao dong is back =D

2008-05-02T14:26:00.005+08:00

Finally my chen xiao dong is back... Woowoo! But abit sian when he didn't make a chinese version. Really must thank c3. THANKS! haha. The moment i online i saw c3 de msn msg with my chen xiao dong inside. Really touch tt he still remember i like chen xiao dong haha. *Happy*

Let in introduce

my chen xiao dong de new album is call

Love Moments (新歌＋精选)

He had this new hair cut which look abit like AH WANG, lol. Cute right and still handsome.

enjoy~

kenji nice song

2008-04-20T01:00:00.003+08:00

Take a look at this MV. The female lead very beautiful sia. She look so sweet. haha
But tt not the most important thing, the important thing is i shihua going to intro this nice song to u all... wahaha~ (abit mad up there)
Hmm... i didn't know tt kenji could be so talent in music... kind to like him abit more le but he hair style abit weird haha

But the main thing is who got his song can send me ma haha. Thank thank

What should i chose?

2008-04-16T22:20:00.002+08:00

So glad tt all ppl come for tt last friday botak john dinner outing. It was so fun and it feel like i am back in school again, eating and laughing loudly... miss those days so much~
If time is in my hand, i hope i could stay in sch with u guys and have lots of fun studying and playing =)

Really hope for more of this kind of outing, but i don't think i could make it on friday le.
I have english tuition... hehe. Really must thank jingjing for intro this tuition program at ITE.
Actually this tuition start at 3 mar de, but u still could join in before the dateline. I missed 6 lesson le wasted, but it still worth the money =).
See this tuition is every friday till 31 oct and it's 3 hour solid Woo~ and what so Wow is, it only cost $102 for the whole session.
Tell me, where to find such cheap english tuition?
Now i really hope to get at least a C6 for my O lvl english

Life after poly is so confusing and a little bit of stress ba. Stress in tt sense tt, i had to plan my future properly cos maybe a small mistake will affect the rest of my life.

Hmm... got many thing i were like to do, but it do come with many constraint and limitation, making me mad sia haha.
Hope to continue to stay in sch, where my only stress was to study and pass exam... but for now my stress was not only abt tt, but to make lots of money and to plan what i want to be 10 years down the road...

the thing tt making me crazy is, what i like? I found out tt i just plan my life for a secure future but it's not for what i like. Should i continue this plan or should i go with my heart???

Confusing right, hope i could find an ans within one year and spend my rest of my life happily ever after wahaha

shihua never give up on studies =)

2008-04-07T00:02:00.003+08:00

Finally my grandma's funeral de prayer is all over le, no need every alternate week of sun went for prayer. Like this i can have more time to myself on sun.

Life is getting more and more boring, especially when enter working life... it suck. Miss those days i had in school, life is so much interesting and colourful. I even miss those exam period lol. Now my only hope was to continue my studies and maybe i still could enjoy 3 to 4 year of school life before i really enter to the hell working world...
arrg...hope only la, i where got so clever or rich to do that, lol

i wonder how long can i run away from the working life, if i have the money i will keep on study and study... lol no tt i love study but i didn't dislike so compare it to work i prefer study ba. Funny me try to run away from working life, but sooner or later i still had to face de ma...

saw my pri sch friend de blog... she went japan lei, omg! It seem like a sch CCA thing or what de. =) wow right! When will my chance come .... i also want to travel around the world.
But before tt, i had to clear my sch fee and prepare for my future studies de money... ... etc

As i predict... it will be near my age of 30 ba... miserable. But i will promise myself one thing, if i were to go for a holiday i make sure it will be a month to a far far country =). Like this one time is enough Woo~

See working life so black and white right, want to update blog also don't know write what. Want to chat with ppl also don't know chat what. Can't chat with ppl abt my work right. Want to go out to play but when think of need to be budget.com, i restrict myself on this and that... ... like tt my life of cos black and white la lol

Boring dao...

shihua jia you =)

2008-03-30T22:42:00.001+08:00

hmm... it has been long since i last upddate.
This few week nothing interesting happened in my life...

I had been following my life cycle closely

From Mon-Fri: work, tv, game, sleep
For sat & sun: = . ="

life is getting suck... they are a lot of thing i wanted to do but can't =( hazi...

If ... ...
haha no point writing it down right, they won't be a "if" in my life & full stop! lol

if there are "if" in my life i will be a carefree and happy person Woowoo~ And i mean really really happy inside out

Bobian this is my life...

To my poly friends

Kaka: Must jia you for yr work ok... working life is stress de but no matter what u still have fried like me to fall on and give u support =)

Kiki: U too jia you for yr work... same as ka if u need any support i am here =)

c3: hey there, take care yr eyes they are really swollen in a bad shape...
must take care of yrself and drink lots and lots of water ok =)

Boss: Pls take care of yr health, eat more vit C and drink more water then i told c3 lol~

Wq: hmm... every mon - fri chat w u until nothing to say lol... 2 word, take care =)\

lala: Hope to heard good new of u and kaka woo~

ch: Hope u had a enjoyable holiday before u got in NS

shihua yao kai xin wor~

2008-03-12T22:35:00.005+08:00

I brought the C7 (dead) before it sold out again. Wahaha~ now i had the complete set of the alive and dead de Woowoo!
So won't anyhow spend money on C7 le, i got enough le.

Poor wq kana put into C7 & wq de comic... u all want see ma? Lol is funny de, u can ask the pic from wq... pai seh wq i tt day didn't do work still play with C7 make u inside not balance... sorry
hope u don't mind hehe

Work work and work, working there is happy de, can play play and work... working become unstress and i become fat le... guess what, 4 month of hell i am 55kg... now 60kg... OMG!
Must control the amount of food i am eating... i had been eating too much thing this few month... also swimming

but got 1 disadvantage of this work, maybe of short working hour for 1month of pay is only 1.04k, is less de lor... like tt how i going to pay my sch fee of 5k and whatever shit tt is coming... think of getting another part-time job but when think of tt miserable 4 month i been through i think i just let myself rest on the weekend...

shihua ming yuan : -
be good to yrself,
eat well (not too well until fat la),
slp well,
& be happy =)

Shihua found herself a very someone who love her

2008-03-09T00:00:00.008+08:00

See cute right, i finally got my C7 Woo! Thank weiqiang for helping me to find it... and thank for e special offer hehe... This small in size de C7 is really hard to get sia, tt time i went lot1 mini toon all had sold out and suntec only left 2 when wq bought it. But for now it had a bigger in size de C7... hmm... maybe i should get it Wahaha jkjk...

Don't know is yesterday i eat too much or what... the moment i wake up my stomach very pain sia... till now still haven't better. Should let lala have most of e food... lol
Anyway thank for e dinner with u all, it has been sometime since we go out together to eat le =)
Miss those day we having our lunch in school... eating and laughing madly lol...

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K abt sir and mdm de stories i don't play with u all le la...

Today (8 March '08) is the day where we went into the stage u all are waiting...

we are together le Wee!

hmm... for e detail i too shy to blog here u all own self imagine ok gee gee
(don't say i not friend enough never tell u all...)

i want lots and lots of money

2008-03-05T01:15:00.003+08:00

k la is long that i didn't update.... hehe pai seh LOL

Nothing much to write...

Every Mon to Fri
i will Eat, Work, Eat again, work, eat again, dating/gaming/msn chatting... Sleep Zzz

Every Sat and Sun
Of cos i will always EAT!!! haha
Hmm.... sometime dating/chiong movie/ gaming /shopping/ outing /sleeping....

So i also don't know how to write, i just know that my hell days is gone and i am enjoying my life here.
But cannot say i am enjoying cos it not what i want but compare to tt 4 month of hell it already heaven le =) So must zhi zhu

with money not everything is possible
but without money everything is impossible

i have lots and lots of places i wanted to go
lots and lots of thing i wanted to do
... ...
but it a wait long long tt i going to get

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Update of sir and mdm part 2

K where did i stop... ?

ya couple sit, ok we just sit there and watch e movie (what u all think) LOL
then after movie sir send me home and tt it OK!

End of the chapter

This chapter is stopped here due to the changing of CEO ...
thank for the support we will have another chapter coming up soon !

sneak preview of new chapter ...
ya we hold hand, are u all happy now... lol
(but it not e stage u all think it should be...)

baobei <3 toutou

2008-02-21T01:21:00.005+08:00

it had been long since i last update

k alot of thing happened to me but i will only blog those happy de la, those miserable de forget abt it LOL.

celebrate my valentine day with weiqiang, cos sir need to study for exam. Paiseh sir.
After work went to west mall to had out dinner, even west mall is packed with ppl lor can't even find a place to sit in food count ... but lucky me when we abt to give up i found a place to sit.
Wq treat me fish and chip and give a 3 rose sia, wahaha! as if we really on a date like tt LOL
nice ma LOL. thank weiqiang hehe

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as for work, hmm the comp ppl there not bad cos if they were to scold also will scold wq only, pai seh hehe. I think this is what go around come around ba, last time in sch i always match make ppl, now i meet a person call william de, he win sia say i and weiqiang is bgr. OMG! he still tell the whole office ppl. =.=" if u all were there, sure laugh at me. I shihua also got today sia, sian ar!

see the pic, my first time lei, not bad right although do until handpain LOL... so overall my work was to travel around the sch and do this as what u see in the pic. Don't think it is easy, u must see wq hand, he do until the skin come out lor... poor thing
My poor beautiful hand going to become man hand le =(

hand ar, becos of $$ u tahan abit, after tt i will bring u go massage de kk =)

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update of sir and mdm

hmm... as u know i shihua very what de ma, write story like to have many many chapter de.
So for my story it will be something like Korean drama like tt, make u all excited LOL! tt my aim, hehe

for yr information ...
we haven't went to tt kind of stage u all are thinking la...
as for valentine we celebrate of 15 dec, although it over valentine but it ok, as long as i am with the right person everyday is valentine day =)

Same as many other ppl we went for dinner then movie...
for the detail... hmmm.... i tell u all in the next chapter ba, LOL

sneak preview for next chapter...
we went for couple sit and ....

$$$$$

2008-02-13T21:52:00.002+08:00

After 4 month of stress i though i can really enjoy myself but who know, i am stress with money. By the age of 20+ shihua need have
$4687.5 for poly sch fee,
$??? for ******** fee,
$30,000 for uni scf fee... (news just increase the fee)
KNS!

so miserable sia, can i take a break and enjoy my life for at least one month before i took up all this resposiblility.

Who call me born in a poor family and ................

hate my mother side de realtive, being poor got wrong is it, f*** ***

if i can make a wish and tt will actually come true, i want to have alot alot alot of money at least the money is enough to pay all the above i mention ....

2008-02-07T01:09:00.000+08:00

Happy chinese new year everyone! Huat ar!!! LOLx

My new year wishes :

Everyone and myself to be happy always

Everyone and myself to have good health

Everyone and myself to have lots and lots of money, Huat ar!!!

Hope all the wishes will come true =)

As for this year 2008 i really need lots and lots of money,
need to pay back sch fee, prepare uni sch fee and ...
alot alot la, is sian de but no matter what i must be happy
happy happy happy happy happy =D

shihua finally it over =D

2008-01-31T22:56:00.001+08:00

finally it gonna be over soon ... Wowo!!! One more day =D

k i had my viva and the sec marker is shit de.
First he is late, then from slide 2 onward i kana shoot until my whole presentation finish.
"Thank sia." My presentation turn out to be a discussion,
he keep asking those lame lame qn until i abit angry

The best part is he shoot until my supervisor there, LOLx
If my supervisor were there, i think my presentation become a quarrel section

then he start shooting my eng, ya i fail my eng y cannot is it
very sad sia, he still call me to take up basic eng class, *^###%
eng not good is not what i want de ma, anyway i am retaking my eng 'o' lvl
hope i could at least pass it ...give me a C6 pls

Got one happy thing, i receive my first hong bao from the printer service man David.
Wowo!

Since i going to leave le tell u all the ppl in my comp ba

first i were like to thank Printer service man David
Thank for driving us out to eat lunch cos the factory canteen suck
and thank for his hang bao =D

next as for maomao must thank him for everything expect the touch here and there ba,
to think of it maybe some scolding is part of my learning
thank for his help n coding and gathering information from user

next is ah wan, hmm... he didn't help me but he do bring laugher cos he very act cute and like to talk back over small small thing, although he over 3o year old le but behave like a kids, still play poke with ivan and david and sometime also hit my head for nothing... LOLx

next is my supervisor Dennis, he so call the head in the department, then very good at quarreling skill. I saw him quarrel can quarrel until other company de head. Like for ngee ann the teacher don't want come compy to do demo, he complaint to our sch de principal there, is omg de... He never bully me at all, then treat me not bad de .
Ya he also back me up if ivan bully me haha . thank

next for George hmm... not a bad person, if i got coding i can ask him and he will sure help de. So overall he is ok la =)

lastly ivan, two word for him. shit him! He too what le, only shit could represent him and tt it. kns!!!

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People i want to thank :

Jeremy cum god cum boss
Thank jeremy for using his sat time in helping me in coding, if not for u i won't be able to complete this project in such a quick time and so smoothly, THank BOSS!!
Also weiqaing, karen, meiteng, chinchuan, chinchong, zhihao....
if not for u all de support during my breakdown period i won't be able to tahan till now. Thank thank everyone
Also my sir la haha

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My plan after tml

1. i want to rest, my eye got very dark de circle
2. shopping
3. play game and watch drama
4. finish my inuyasha de piano
5. hope i could complete all in short period of time
cos i will be working le =(

The rest tell u all another time hehe

Wish all my friends good luck who are having exam or test b4 or after cny,
especially my sir, jia you jia you !!!!

shihua jia you

2008-01-23T21:30:00.000+08:00

Now for viva, after hearing what the other student say, i start to felt scare le. He say the sec maker like to shoot qn de, then u haven't ans the one qn the sec qn come shooting in le... omg!
One of the qn is what use web base system? why can't it be excel?

What qn sia, my boss heard le he say, the marker trying to be lame, if he were there he sure hong tt marker de.
The boss say he will ans: If comp used excel then we won't be doing attachment. He boss ma of cos can like tt shoot the marker, for me if i were being ask this qn i die.

Heard from kaka, kiki viva kana shoot until omg. Heard le i more scare sia, i scare i will also kana shoot until omg then half way cry...

Hope everything will go fine for all my friends and me

Here something kaka will like to see
In 2008 year of rabbit ....

shihua jia you, only 14days u can de =)

2008-01-18T23:06:00.000+08:00

Finally the final report is over =) which mean i left with only viva, coding and 14days to my freedom. Wowo!!!

Can't wait for that 1 feb '08 5pm to come
taking the comp bus leaving the comp and never come back...
meet my friends to eat my fav curry...
...
and really enjoying myself =D
Wahaha!!!!!!

Kana comment by my supervisor, he say my bad point is , i am too quiet. This is bad when i need to interview the user for requirement...
True la, this i accpet i am dame quiet at tt comp. I mean no friend there ma who u want me to talk ?
mao mao meh, no thank i rather talk to myself.
Abt the user, lucky she dame good to me auto tell me the requirement and explain very clearly if not i really die, thank thank.
If i kana those anyhow de user, i never talk and brain not working i think i kana mao mao scold like what le...

Most of the time, other then eating and drinking i open my mouth,
from mon to fri, 730am to 530pm my mouth is shut de.
I didn't even use my mouth to even talk during that period...
(be careful my mouth dame smelly sia,lol)

i think this is my first time over my whole life for 4 month i talked the least and cries the most. That period of time was so dame miserable for me, i dame dame regret choosing IAP (thank mr lai) till now if u give me a chance to went back time, i will chose IHP in the first round.
I rather write more report then other people in exchange for IHP...

For 4 month i already been through 3month and 2 week de shit le, 2 more week of shit to go...
shihua jia you

1 feb'08 5pm, here i come =)

shihua jia you

2008-01-08T20:47:00.000+08:00

today is omg de, mao mao scold me until i wanted to cry. I keep tahan and tahan until i reach toliet. First time he scold me scold so long lor. Maybe his mood not good, almost everyone kana scold.

Is dame sad de, report haven't finish then my project keep on adding new thing. Later want me change this later want me change tt, stupid mao mao think i superman ar, still expect me to do it fast. Like tt how sia =(

The shit part, the font for barcode mao mao give me all cannot be scan by the barcode scanner. Then i had to solve this problem. (faint!) If i had tested all the font and cannot be scan, what u want me to do? This time my head big sia!

Reason i was kana scold:-
1. cos he kana scold by his boss for helping me too much. -_-|||
my fault ar? K fine then i should thank him for helping me sia.
2. i meet any problem i never ask him, (ask you u will call me think, then what for)
3. I should do everything myself not ask him to help, (k fine anything u say)

But lucky sir msg come in time to cheer me up abit... thank sir =)

Count down 5 day to submition of report
19 days for my freedom ...

Happy new year!!!! shihua! Go go go !!! =D

2008-01-01T18:45:00.000+08:00

Happy 2008 everyone!!!

New year a new start of my life... a new post for my first 2008 blog

But the most happiest part is spend my last 2007 with my "sec sch fri" . Lolx

The detail i don't wish to say much, scare u all cannot take it... haha

Went westmall then saw wq and kaka, fine they are lucky... next time hmm... got chance i bring for all of u to see kk.
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Went to cause way point there for count down celebration, then that side got firework =D is beautiful de lor

i think it last for 5 min. Cos i stand too behind le so this is all i could take pic off but the sky is big de i could see everything of the firework.

Consider myself very happy le, spend my 31 dec 07 to 1 jan 08 with firework and "my sec sch friend".

Happy New year to ME and all my friends.
~ May all yr wishes come true ~
~ Be Happy Always ~

WooWoo!!! HUAT AR!!!!

shihua jia you, almost over le. Jia you don't give up kk

2007-12-30T21:26:00.001+08:00

is a long long time since i blog. Pai seh haha!

All i had to do is to tahan until 1 feb and i will be free. I am really free le hehe. Hope for that days to come fast.

Now can say is the stress est part of the whole iap ba.

1. Report me haven't complete and the dateline was like 14jan. =C

2. Code thank to jeremy almost complete but i scare i don't know later do what got bug... Hope no bug and everything is smooth smooth de

3. This Friday i die die need to implement the whole excel system to the user, hope nothing will happened...

Thank C3 for msg me the place of the curry house. (full house) hehe.
I really miss the curry sia, when i receive yr msg i was jumping haha, so happy to find the taste of that curry again. Thank thank =D
Those who miss the canteen 3 curry can join me to this curry house to eat. Woo!

Planning on 1 feb :-

K since it the last day, i want to make a small dinner celebration. All are invited! For the place all that i will msg u all on that days. Just try to be free around dinner time on 1 feb =)

shihua luck is on yr side hehe =D

2007-12-16T02:30:00.000+08:00

haha don't why i agree to go out with him. LOL. But it a happy and enjoyable day. =D

First i bring him go meet weiqiang, since weiqiang request. haha. (those who didn't go for wq de bday celebration, too bad) Ya also wish weiqiang a happy birthday!!!

(pai seh wq cos we buy ticket le, so we go off first)

Then we go watch movie, first time i try the couple sit, hehe. All i can say is couple is a much more spaces and more comfortable then normal sit. (not because he sit beside me ok.)

For dinner guess what, i eat in fish & co. tt L.O.V.E glasshouse. One of my wishes had come true which i aim for long long time le. hehe. =D

Also i had taste my fav fish and chip. Wowo!!!! Nice!!! =P

ya lastly thank him for the gift, it nice de. =) hehe

It happy de. Maybe luck is coming back to me.

welcome back luck!

happy birthday to me =D

2007-12-16T01:46:00.000+08:00

I never been so happy before since that last time at lot1 and on my birthday and also wq birthday. Really thank thank so much for celebrating my bday for me. I am very very touch =...)

Thank my family for the cake (my fav four leave chocolate with kit-Kate =P)

Thank so much for those mango. "Thank" i will revenge de! hehe u all just wait...

I say it i will do it (evil laugh)

Also thank everyone for the gift, thank thank

Thank for those who had come:-

weiqiang, karen, meiteng, zhihao, chinchuan, mingsheng, jingjing, yongkang, jeremy,chinchong

Also special thank those who msg me happy birthday :-

(in first come first serves order)

1. zhijun

2.yasmin

3.karen

4.lifen

5.neochinchuan

6.eeling

7.weiqiang

8.victoria

9.chinchong

10.zihong (my past bs president)

11.meiteng

Also on facebook and friendster:-

1. meiyun

2.jeremy (boss)

3.chinchong

4.peiching(my band Junior)

5.eileen

Thank thank so much =D

lol =)

2007-12-11T21:58:00.000+08:00

so many thing happened to me, all i can say is i am dame unlucky. But i got at least one lucky thing that will not happened to me, i had no bf so he won't break up with me.

If All the thing plus the break up, i can really go jump. LOL

See even TV chen li ping also used my shihua ming yan :

sad u also had to pass the day, happy also had to pass the day,

why not happily pass every day!

I am trying to for this 4 month, if i can i won't cry. But this got one disadvantage, once i cry i can't stop. Teacher today went company vist us, he kana le. haha the moment i see him i cries, non-stop. He bring out the tissues he can find in his bag, the mao mao faster run to find tissue. Now then they know my power, HA HA HA!! evil. But it really sad de. Is really miserable de, maybe plus friendship de thing i become like tt ba. I just can't control my tears.

Today meet wq, i saw wq i also cry... thank wq for the present and the dinner, ya and the joke. It really cheer me up abit. Thank thank.

U all know why i had a blog name " a abottle for my heart" ma? It actually a bottle to contain the sadness i face everyday. I will not cry, but i will let my tears flow in this bottle.

Simplify hope that the tears in the bottle will evaporate, sometime it does.

But sometime the tears that flow in is too much for the tears in the bottle to evaporate. So it over flow... once it over flow it will not stop until every drop of tears is empty.

Just like today, the bottle is empty le. Now i can have more room to fill up this bottle before it overflow again. Hope it will last till at least after Chinese new year.

see this key ma, real gold ok! My mum brought for me de birthday present. I know i haven't 21 but my mum say Chinese de so hehe. Thank mum!!!

See this rabbit, cute right. This is the third time i receive rabbit soft toy as my birthday present. Thank wq. First time was my parent give me de, now i still have but in the storeroom de don't know where le. Another one is my band de tu di give me de. Now beside my bed. And this =). Wq give de it will be beside my bad too. Thank wq.

shihua jia you

2007-12-09T20:09:00.000+08:00

OK i am dame dame unlucky, where got people go iap like me kana change project like change shirt like tt. Make me do this do that, then in the end tell me to forget about it. What is the meaning of this. Just hope i can have the strength and the knowledge to overcome this 2 month.
Hope this 2month can faster past.

Guan yin mah pls give me knowledge to overcome this.

Sat was a relax and happy day for me. Finally i got to do some exercise and learn volly ball lol but now blue-black here and musle cramp there. haha
Ya thank mingsheng for the treat, the food is nice de hehe.
Thank everyone, i had a great day =)

I was surprise that he msg me and unexpectedly we msg each other for 2hr +. The feeling was so much diff from the past, it really friend de feeling le. I had complete put down the history le. =D

Now just hope that next week is a happy week, then i could pass my bday happily...

I need more MC

2007-12-03T20:11:00.000+08:00

Don't know what happened yeterday, i just can't slee keep worry abt tml work, i lie on my bed until 4am like tt then i get to sleep. But i had to wake up at 5am so i decide to take MC today, WOwo!!!

When i was waiting 2 hr to see doc, i was thinking if i could hack care about everything and play happily. As i was thinking abt tt my tear drop down. It drop down in good time as i was about to go in. The doc see me like tt kana short sia, i say i head pain and got vomit vomit de feeling(vomit feeling is true de), she ask if i had head injuries or what then still used touch light to test my eye sight... she is a good doc ok. For other doc they just took yr temperature then u may go.

Hazi 2month, to me is long de and the stress lvl is getting to the max le. I am not worry abt report or viva, i am very worry abt how to write code during mon to fri. Stress stress stress! all i know is i need many holiday many rest day. PLs speed up this 2 month.

For today can say is a quit happy de, spend time watching goong S which i will miss next sat and it the last episode le. hehe. Since spend money buy off day why not used this offday to do some happy thing to make myself happy.

Can i don't go to work, or can i buy one week MC, one day is just not enough for my brain to rest. I need rest rest rest.

so for jan i had plan to get myself a one week MC, using my dad plan.... MC MC here i come =)

Guan yin ma pls pls pls speed up mon to fri and slow down sat and sun.
I am a poor little girl which had over used brain cell to the max and living in fear for this 4 month de mon to fri.
Pls give her time to rest so that she could heal her brain and heart if not she will end up in mental hospital or injuries herself just to get one week MC.

Wishes that my life will become happier and happier each day

2007-12-02T17:11:00.000+08:00

It has been so long since i laugh till stomach pain...

it had been so long since i could be tt happy ...

...

My blog keep writing those sad thing until i very sian and think my blog need some colour. hehe Hope this photo could brighter it abit.

Just hope everyone could pass this few month smoothly. Complete this stupid IAP or IHP in flying colour.

Sometime life seem so difficult to past as i change from a teenager to an adult.

Compare to last time, now i had alot of changes need to face and alot of thing and emotion i had to handle.

As for now,

I hate working environment which i am facing now and my rest of my life is going to face it no matter what. Hate it...

Me: still trying very very hard to overcome...

As for myself,

Hope to run away from everything, be happy and really happy from the bottom of the heart...

Me: it can be done but not completely as money is the main main factor. With money not everything is possible but without money nothing is possible

As for family,

Maybe because of this stressful and sadness attachment, i feel more love from them, especially *my papa

Me: Hope to have more money to solve our financial problem and when this is solve everything is solve...

As for friends,

maybe from what i heard as people grow up, they get their own circle of friend and what used to be close won't be close anymore but what new may become close.

Anyway it a mixture emotional pain and emotional joy...

Me: understand this fact and hope i could maintain as many close friends as possible...

As for BGR,

Lucky i am not into it, basically no problem at all =D

Me: if i am in it, hope it won't be my problem but my joy

As for future,

hope to continue study as i can run away from working environment for 3-4 year. I know i can't run forever but at least i could cut down 3 to 4 year.

Me: Who know i may suddenly leave this world, just try to be happy now and pray that my future is a happy one

PS: Open yr heart so that everything could access and keep them close to you

shihua tahan tahan and jia you !!!!!!!! shihua gogogogo jia you!!!!

2007-11-25T17:08:00.000+08:00

i had no word to say for attachement other then "tahan, tahan and tahan"

Went for forture teller. He very accurate lor, from the poke card right, the middle part is all black de, so which mean my path very dark.
So in work what i do whether is good or what people won't see my credit.
So bobian had to tahan everything. Hazi...

2 month lei, say short not short at all, say long is long de. Just pray very very hard that i will smoothly past this 2 month in peace.

Must really thank all my friend for the support. Thank thank

***guan yin ma bobi !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

guan yin ma pls help me and bobi me

2007-11-21T18:42:00.001+08:00

hazi... really don't know what they want from me. They are just making me crazy. So feel like giving up. They want so much from me.

Kana scold by mao mao. Shit him, i really don't want what is template right, what u want me to do. Don't know mean don't know right EVEN IF U GIVE ME TEN YEAR TO THINK I ALSO DON'T KNOW.

He keep saying that he explain to me le, but he explain to me is one thing, how to do it out is another thing. KNS

he say: template is something like master page, where u had a fixed thing.
I: k , then used what software to do it out
he: U ask me this question mean u don't know what i explain just now, go Internet research!
I: k (kns i really don't know ma, somemore sch didn't teach right kns)

Hello he didn't explain to me how to do it out ok. Call me go Internet to do research, if Internet got all the answer i don't need to ask you le right. KNS!

Anyway i do the template le, i know confirm wrong de, prepare to kana scold by him again. KNS KNS KNS.

Life over there is getting more and more miserable le, dame sad and angry. I mean why should i do all the work, then tt stupid guy down there playing game. He very act lor, play game when the boss not around then fake work when the boss come back.
The problem is mao mao still scold me, as if i didn't work like tt. I work very hard already lor, all the work is i do de, i know i very slow but i really don't know, what u want me to do.
Think alot alot of time still don't know ok. If i know everything i won't work so slow, i complete the work as fast as i could then take MC at home rest. Don't need everyday go office work then what i do also wrong.

See i am slow, and alot of thing i don't know , somemore kana nag i behind schedule.

Don't need u to nag I also know tt, but not tt i don't want to speed up. The thing is i don't know how to do, even if i work it out confirm is wrong de. I show u my work, u say is wrong, i also know tt, but u didn't tell me which part wrong, then i redo and redo also don't know what am i doing. Even if some part is right de, after redo and redo all become wrong.

Like tt u tell me how can i not behind schedule. Not tt i lazy or what lei, i really don't know, what u want me to do. Somemore this are thing that teacher also don't know de, u want me to go Internet research then do everything out. U think possible ma. I am not god ok!

Stop forcing me k, i really cannot take it le. I really don't know. DON'T KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then tt mao mao dame ****** de, want me to change interface, half way want me to do template out, then want me to do this want me to do that. I was like so many thing, then when i working on something then he ask me show him another thing, like tt how i show u. Then he come nag again, what u doing on sat and sun. KNS I REST CANNOT AR! 24hr do yr project for what. What i do also wrong. Don't do at home rest the project also wrong ma. Of cos i at home rest la. Dame ******** **** ******

HATE THE MAO MAO, i think he trying to revenge cos i "got" bf. If i fail this project it was him. He did it on purpose de, i got this strong feeling my days over there will become more and more miserable. I wonder after tt very last day i am still tt same old me ma or i end up in mental hospital. Everyday i hope that the company kana burn down then i can rest at home. Or the terrorist bomb the company. Or all power supply kana cut off. The company close down or the company no money le then send us back sch ........... alot of reason to leave this company without affecting my grade.

Must "thank" teacher for telling me is something "easy" so i deiced to chose iap.
"thank sia"

How u want a die flower to bloom when u don't water them.

my life suck

2007-11-18T00:35:00.000+08:00

Left 74 day of hell. =C

Hazi... i though my life is already at it worst le, who know it only the start. Now i tell u all that i had enter hell lvl 18.

Friday, 3 hr of presentation to 3 boss. Thinking that after presentation, i could work alone without that stupid person. I could write code then complete some part of the project.... i was only thinking...
In the process of presentation, i was so stress and scare. Who know what the boss will ask, then i had to explain every interface in detail to the boss. So scary really want my life. When he ask one question i was like, die die die sia. Lucky still able to ans abit. cold sweat

Finally the presentation is over, then stay back for meeting. Meeting was more shit, i though i could just continue my project, after discussion they suddenly say the project don't that benefit then the current system. I may end up go into another project.

My head was like kana struck by lighting. If really change project, mean i had to work with tt stupid buster person and the maomao eee guy, then my analysis doc, tor, er diagram, dataDic all no used. Faint, and the worst part had to redo again in a shorter time fame. and and With so short time how i complete the new project and it is C#.

Can i commit suicide. My life is already very very miserable le y make my life more miserable. Friday after kana struck by lighting, on the way home i was like crying like hell then want to sleep also can't sleep well, keep worrying how i am going to die next mon. Hope time can slower down on sat and sun. Then as for mon to fri, hope it will be past in the blink of eye.

I mean y i so unlucky de, life was so suck for me le, why now still like tt. What they really want from me.
Wait want me to filling the user requirement, thinking that the system could do wonder,
wait want me to convert pdf to excel thinking that i am god or what...
wait want me to change project...
wait want me to die for them to see then they happy is it?

guan yin ma don't like tt lei, don't forget abt me lei. Must must bo bi me ok. See my life so suck le you still don't bo bi me i comfirm die. Guan yin ma pls pls pls make my life better.
Pls i beg you guan yin ma, bo bi me pls!

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Read finish this book "for one more day"
A good book to read, nice !!!

It boring when start reading but the ending is the best part. It will make you cry.
All the book that mitch albom write touches people heart and teach you something meaningful.

"You need to keep people close. You need to give them access to your heart."
-- for one more days

So i got any problem i will share with the one i love, and also keep them close to me =D

let me rest in peace =C

2007-11-09T23:45:00.001+08:00

Just enter hell lvl 10. Thing just got more and more worst... Can i just die
(say say only i won't so stupid go and die de)
What the company want from me, my life is it. U want take it la. So sick of work...

The company dame fuck spider de, want me to convert PDF format doc into Excel.
Hello, i search to whole google upside down, only people selling software that can do it.
Ask the company to buy, they say cannot. Call me to find freeware. Then i find google, yahoo, ask, answer, wikihow... all don't have.
So they want me to do it out!!! Can i go commit suicide. People are selling this convertor software for 300-400+ for a good de, i had to develop for them for free.

Hello i am only a student, i am not a god that know everything, are u all expecting too much from me.

The best part~
hua: I ask my sch teacher first...
mao: Yr teacher don't know de and will told u crap
hua: then find teacher that won't tell me crap....
i was thinking , if teacher also don't know de thing, u think i will know ma.
hua: i really don't know what to do sia.
mao: think
hua: i reach my limit le
mao: do template
hua: what template?
mao: .....
hua:????? (don't understand a word)

ask jeremy he also don't know and say it is impossible to be done. I am really dead meat sia. Since god also don't know how i am going to do it out.
I really die for them to see sia, next sem i will be in sch redo my whatever le.

jeremy : pray for yr import
hua: ya thank =C

see dead meat right, i already very stress abt database and interface now they want me to rash import thing. Why they want so much thing from me de.
I say i don't know, they want me to do research, if i do research i know everything i don't need go sch lor. KNS.
Hate tt mao mao, he clever doesn't mean everyone is clever right. The thing he can do doesn't mean i can do right. Why should i work so hard when i know all my hardwork = 0. Cos whatever i do also wrong. Since what i do also wrong i don't do better. Put in so much effort but none of them can make it. I mean at least in sch u put in hardwork u still can see result, even do wrong teacher also will tell me which part wrong then i go edit.
He kns la, only say wrong didn't say which part wrong, i redo the whole thing, wrong more. FUCK YOU LA!!!
He say: ask if u don't know, then i ask liao he say i must think. THEN WHAT THE POINT THAT I ASK YOU.
I keep quiet cos i don't know how to do, and no point asking cos he won't tell me anything cos he say i won't learnt. FINE
Then he say i should not keep quiet, don't know must ask. YA RIGHT

DON'T U FEEL LIKE KILLING HIM!!!!

What rubbish he talking... really making me crazy.

All i know was i am stress and i can't do anything abt it, crying seem no used to me. My head is just getting so and so heavy. i can't release stress at all. I WANT TO ESCAPE FROM THIS WORLD !!!!!

Can guan yin mah help me, i really can't take it anymore.

PLS LET ME REST IN PEACE =C

love test ans

2007-11-06T21:03:00.000+08:00

Analysis

1. Which road do you choose to take to your love's house?

hua: short kaka:Short kiki:long

The roads represent your attitude towards falling in love.
If you chose the short one, you fall in love quickly and easily.
If you chose the long one, you take your time and do not fall in love easily.

2. What combination of roses do you choose to give your love?

hua: all red kaka:mix? kiki:red

The number of red roses represent how much you expect to give in a relationship.
The number of white roses represent how much you expect in a relationship.
Therefore, if a person chose all red with one white, he/she gives 90% in the relationship but expects to receive only 10% back.

3. Do you ask the maid to get your love, or do you do it yourself?

hua:Ask the maid kaka:do it yrself kiki:do it yrself

This question shows your attitude in handling relationship problems. If you asked the maid to get your loved one, then you may beat around the bush, maybe asking a third party to intervene. Avoidance of problems runs high.
If you went and got your loved one yourself, then you are pretty direct. If there is a problem, you confront it and deal with it. You want to work it out right away.

4. Where do you put the roses? On the window sill or on the bed?

hua: bed kaka: bed kiki: bed

The placement of the roses indicates how often you'd like to see your boyfriend/girlfriend. Placing the roses on the bed means you need lots of reassurance in the relationship, and you'd want to see your loved one every day, if possible.
Placing the roses by the window show that you don't expect or need to see your loved one too often.

5. Do you find your love asleep or awake?

hua: asleep kaka: asleep kiki:asleep

Finding your boyfriend/ girlfriend asleep: You accept your loved one the way they are.
Finding them awake: You expect him/her to change for you.

6. Which road do you choose to go home?

hua: long kaka: short kiki: long

The short and long roads now represent how long you stay in love. If you chose the short one, you fall out of love easily.
If you chose the long one, you tend to stay in love for a long time.

Don't know truth or not for u all, but for me it very true hehe =D

love test very true

2007-11-05T21:40:00.000+08:00

Love test - Imagine that are walking to your boyfriend/girlfriend's house...
Get answers to your questions on love with this short quiz in the next post,LOL!

1. You are walking to your boyfriend/girlfriend's house. There are two roads to get there. One is a straight path which takes you there quickly, but is very plain and boring. The other is curvy and full of wonderful sights on the way, but takes quite a while to reach your loved one's house.

Which path do you choose? Short or long?

2. On the way, you see two rose bushes. One is full of white roses. One is full of red roses. You decide to pick 20 roses for your boyfriend/girlfriend.

What color combination do you choose?(Any combination including all one color is fine.)

3. You finally get to your boyfriend/girlfriend's house. You ring the bell and the maid answers. You can ask the maid to please get your loved one, or you may go get them yourself.

Which action do you take? Ask the maid or do it yourself?

4. Now, you go up to your girlfriend/boyfriends room. No one is there. You can leave the roses by the window sill, or on the bed.

Where do you put the roses? Bed or window?

5. Later, its time for bed. You and your loved one go to sleep, in separate rooms. You wake up in the morning, and go to your boyfriend/girlfriend's room to check up on him/her. You enter the room:

Is he/she awake or sleeping?

6. It's time to go home now, and you start to head back. You can take either road home now: The plain, boring one that gets you home fast; or the curvy, sight-filled road that you can just casually take your time with.

Which road do you choose? Short or long?

It true for me =D